It's been some amount of days since the last time our lips met. I hope some day soon that they get to meet again but for now, I only have my words to show you how much I care. I remember the first day I met you and I know you remember it well too because you've told me so many times how you thought I was beautiful from the moment you saw me. I remember the first time we hung out alone, you made me watch an awful scary movie and we talked for hours on end. I wanted to kiss you so badly that day. I remember the night we went to the base and we sat in Harry's car, talking about everything and nothing at all. That night was the start of my feelings for you. I remember the night we went to grizzly peak and you made me go on a horrible, terrifying hike. You also got so drunk that you sang Bruno Mars' song "Grenade" to me. That was the night a random girl told me that you liked me, and I believed her. I remember coming over to your house almost every day I could. That's when I fell in love with your family. I remember the day you told me that you wanted to wait for sex. Your exact words were, "Jackie, I know you're not ready, put your pants on and let's cuddle." That was the moment I realized you were the only person in the world I wanted. I remember the day you left and how we kissed each other goodbye on the stairs for so long. It seemed as though time had stopped and all that mattered was you and me. I remember driving home that same night, trying to hold my tears back, but by the time I got to the bay farm bridge, I couldn't hold my composure. That was the night I realized you were truly leaving and that I was going to miss you so much. Every single moment we had and the moments still coming, make me thank god everyday that you came into my life. Thank you for always being there for me and teaching me how to love myself. Thank you for telling me I'm beautiful and actually making me believe that I am in fact gorgeous, beautiful, stunning, or whatever you like to call me. Thank you for making me happy and caring about me like no one else has. Don't ever forget how much love I have for you, okay? Because I know you will always be in my heart. I hope you have an amazing birthday, you deserve it babe :) Happy Birthday, darling, go big or go home! ;) With love, Jacqueline Grace
