#happybeetlebug

bigThank yoouuu, dear @giraffyness for tagging me!!! ♥ I’m not going to do the songs in order though, because I love all of them very much and ugh, I don’t want to choose which one I like the most.

1. SS301 "Pain”

I l o v e that song so much. I fell for it the moment I heard the the first cords (?) and I’ve listened to it a lot last year, but I never got tired of it, which is miraculous, because I always grow tired of songs when I listen to them too often.

2. Davichi “Beside Me”

These girls’ voices are so damn pretty and I’ve probably watched every performance they had and had my mind blown every single time. And their stages are so beautiful and everything is wonderful and I just love this song.

3. AOA “Crazy Boy”

I’ve been a little fangirl of AOA’s music since “Heart Attack” (that song was great and I’m still delighted every time it starts playing on my playlist) and I wasn’t disappointed with “Good Luck” (great song, really), but “Crazy Boy” swept me off my feet. It’s my (not so) official summer song of 2016.

4. BTS “Blood Sweat & Tears”

I don’t know if that counts, because I’ve only recently (read: a few days ago) discovered this song (and I still haven’t watched the MV, ehmm, yeah), but I fell so hard. It is so pretty and I love the music, even though I’m normally not that big a fan of BTS’ music. Which is why I was pleasantly surprised that I liked this so much. 

5. Jonghyun “White T-Shirt”

YOU’RE SO ROCK ‘N’ ROLL. This song is my jam. Considering that I only listened to that album because a friend wanted to know my opinion about it .... Imagine I would’ve missed out on the awesomeness that is this song. I don’t even want to think about it.

6. Heechul & Min Kyunghoon “Sweet Dream”

I can remember how excited and nervous I was before that song came out because I had so many expectations and was afraid they wouldn’t be met; but then this wonderful collaboration happened and all my worries were swept away. The song was great and the MV brought me so much joy. Just thinking about it makes me feel all fluffy and happy.

7. Black Pink “Playing With Fire”

When Black Pink debuted they were often compared with 2NE1, and since I never really was a fan of 2NE1′s music, I didn’t care less about that group. But this song (also “Boombayah” and “Whistle” - both great songs) ended up being on my phone (a friend sent it in a group chat) and I listened to it, when it came on my playlist and I liked it. And I still like it. It’s one of my most played songs, still.

8. MAMAMOO “Décalcomanie”

I’m not that much of a fan of Mamamoo’s music, but this one kinda caught me off guard. I don’t know why I chose this one from all of their discography to fall for, since it’s just as “Mamamoo” as their other songs, but it got to me. And it makes me feel good :’)

9. NCT U “Without You”

Remember when I had promised myself not to fall for a baby group and because I knew that NCT would only break my heart, because they’re likely to suffer since SM is a shithole of an entertainment? But then this song happened and the rest was history. I love this song and I love this group of smol, little babies.

10. Taemin “Mystery Lover”

I can’t put my finger on it, but this song sounds sooo familiar, I don’t know how. Maybe it was the soundtrack of one of my dreams? Who knows. It’s like having a déjà vu with a song. A déjà écouté. Anyway, I like how dreamy and slightly seductive this song is. It makes me think of a soft horror movie.

Whew, that was way too hard. There were so many good songs last year, and I feel bad for having to leave out so many of them (also I can’t get rid of the feeling that I forgot The Ultimate Favourite Song, but well). Also I ignored all Kdrama OSTs that were released 2016, because then I would’ve struggled endlessly.

Tagging: @izubizutizu @limitless-mark @actualprinceravi @big-bobs-beepers @jesshaoi @comeonfallenstar @ksodapop @haeheenim @happybeetlebug @ludic-eunoia 

me: *answers 5 years later* fhdjkfhk im so sorry sweetie !!

wow, okay 

How was I being petty?

You’re the one who keeps messaging me about this. 

You kept trying to make me change my opinion which I said I wouldn’t.

You kept it going and you got petty.

This message is petty.

If you ship Eunhae you are basically dictating their lives for them. THEY HAVE NOT COME OUT THEY HAVE NOT ADMITTED ANYTHING AND IT IS NOT YOUR PLACE TO ASSUME ANYTHING ABOUT THEIR PRIVATE LIVES.

I wasn’t trying to spread my opinion. I was stating it. And you kept coming at me for it. 

I have no problem with you. 

I have a problem with shipping real people in romantic relationships they have not admitted to.

Real people with real lives.

You don’t get to shape them the way you want and say that what you say is ‘real’ without the actual person confirming it. 

I have no hate towards you either. But I really just don’t support shipping real people who have not come out. 

For all we know those are in fact instances of lovers being embarrassed, or just friends being embarrassed. We also know that the rest of Suju joke about Eunhae too so Wook’s comment isn’t reliable either. 

But like I said. I won’t ship them romantically when they have already told fans to stop and have not come out publicly. 

You can go ahead an ship them, I’m not stopping you.

I was simply just saying that I don’t and I don’t believe that it’s okay. 

Please call me Unnie. lol

Thank you for liking my poems. 

I think for me I made the poetry blog for myself. I never expected anyone to like what I wrote. It was more for me to keep it organized and to have a place to let out what I was feeling or to put out an idea. I didn’t actively seek out people to read them. But I did tag them generic tags like ‘poem, poetry, poets on tumblr’ which left an opening for people to support or not.

The best thing about posting my poems on tumblr first was that people who don’t like your poetry won’t do anything. But if they like it they will reblog and like it. So you get some positive reinforcement. And you see what topic and styles people like the most and you can try to improve yourself or just observe it and take note. 

It can be terrifying but also rewarding. Take a risk it will help you improve and learn. If you like I could read some of your stuff and give you pointers and opinions. I love to encourage young writers. More people should write poetry.

And if you share your deep thoughts you will find people who have felt the same way. Trust me. 

MINE DOES THE SAME THING BUT WITH ADS….It’s freaking me out THB