#happybearday

As you said, the second injury was even more hard on you. For the first time you felt like giving up. You felt like you were disappointing us once again. But you didn’t. It was sad to just watch you sit there, or even not see you at all, and not doing what you like the most, dancing and singing. But time heals everything, and after what seemed like a lifetime, you came back, stronger. Like you were reborn. Supporting you is a pleasure to me, you’re someone to look up to. We don’t know each other and we never will, but your presence, your words, just you, are such an inspiration to me for 5 years now. Because you’re beautiful, as I always say, inside and outside. I love everything about you. Your entire being, your appearance, your smile that makes me warm inside, the way you laugh and even punch people when you can’t take it, your voice, your bear-like cuteness, your attitude, your passion and determination,  the way you dance, a true form of art, the hard work in everything you do, your sweetness, your consideration for anything and anyone, the love for your family, your nephew and niece and for your puppies. And when you started to update the fanboard again after months, wanting to interact more with us, giving us all those lovely selcas, who even cared about the filters when one night you even had a bear sketching session with us, for us. You even started using the V App on your own, because you’re adorable and, maybe, you don’t know how much you delighted us, killed us with all the wet hair and all the smiles. You didn’t even know how to turn it on or off and that was so cute, because you’re still a precious baby after all. You’re always doing your best, always challenging yourself, always improving. I’m so proud of you. I saw you grow up, we’ve been together for 5 years now and I feel so lucky to have spent some years of my youth with you. I couldn’t stop liking you right away, you looked like the handsome cold guy, but you were just a shy young boy who loved dancing too much. The thing is, your achievements, your popularity, being part of the most famous group of Asia, didn’t change you one bit. You’re still so simple, so humble. You’re a good person, a beautiful person. I really do hope the best for you in the future. I hope this year will be a good one for you, you deserve all the love this world can give. As for me, there was a time I really thought I couldn’t love you anymore, I wasn’t sure of it, I felt so lost, but still I believed in you. I really couldn’t think of days without you. I’ll support you with all my might as long as I’m able to. I’m still waiting for my chance to see you one day, to let you know that I’m one of the many people that love you. I was so near this year, but I lost my chance once again, maybe it still wasn’t time for me to meet you, this is what I believe. This is still my dream and I’m not giving up. I’m not even good at writing, I’m too shy for my own good, but as this day approaches every year, I just can’t wait to sit somewhere and voice out everything I’d like to say to you. Sometimes I just can’t even put into words how you make me feel, one page won’t be enough, but I’m trying. Maybe I’m a bit crazy. In the end I came here to wish you a Happy Birthday Jongin! Thank you for being born, for everything you do, for lightening up my days like a ray of sunshine. Thank you for being you. I wish you all the best, today is your day, make good memories together with the people you love. I’m still here no matter what, always with you my angel. I love you.