#happilyestranged

“How would you be different if you had grown up in great wealth?”

I feel like I wouldn’t have been so lost in a world of confusion. My mom was a hard worker but was always okay with working for other people. I never was. I didn’t know what that meant though. Maybe I would’ve learnt sooner what it is that I needed to do. I would’ve belonged.

This is were I am headed. I am the wealthiest woman in…

“Write the jacket copy (brief cover description)for your memoir.”

LONIER she was, trapped they said.

“That time you ran away from home”

So this running away from home concept to me growing up was trying to run but either being persuaded not to leave or being caught and brought back home.

I think the first time I tried to run away I was all ready, not really sure where to go with my bag packed. As I was in the fridge packing up food so that I could eat my mom told me that if I ran away I can’t…

“Describe the one thing you wish you had said and the moment you wish you had said it.”

“OKAY MOM!”

I wish I said this just before my mom and I got into a huge fight which resulted in my being kicked out and living with my ex boyfriend. This shouldn’t have happened. It did though. I should’ve just cleaned the bathroom again until it was done right.

“What delighted you as a child? What disgusted you?”

I have always loved chocolate. I am pretty sure this happened the day I was born. Because on Easter I had the flu and I kept eating the chocolate and puking it up, I just couldn’t get enough.

Growing up I always hated sausages because when I was really little I got sick and puked them up. That after taste was so gross.

It’s kind of funny both…

“Your earliest memory of being lost or separated from your parents?”

I remember being very young and my mom would leave me with my babysitter who was also my cousin as well. One night I remember Tammy let me stay up late and watch “tales from the Cryptkeeper.” I remember being so frightened. I balled my eyes out for a long time.

All I really remember is crying beside my parents bed after watching…

“What’s the one letdown that you can’t let go of?”

I have always been so indecisive with almost everything in my life. The first time I found exactly what I wanted to do was when I was 14. My mom put my in figure skating. I fell in love and let me tell you I still am.

My mom was a single mom and she couldn’t afford to put me in private lessons, it was retarded expensive.

Still to this day I kick…

“Make up a word you need but that doesn’t exist, define it, and explain why you need it.”

LONIER * L-ON-EE-ER

Definition: being lost and confused as to what your purpose is.

Sentence: The lonier I am the more scared I feel like I’ll never figure it out.

This word I just came up with to be honest. I feel like that was who I was for a long time struggling just trying to figure my way through life.…