#hannibalcatharsis-zero

Relationship status: Spock is my husband.

Favorite color: Yellow

Lipstick or Chapstick?: Two in one!

Last song I listened to: All the King’s Horses- Karmina

Last Movie I watched: Forgot the English name but it was a new romcom starring Takeshi Kaneshiro, who I’ve crushed on since I was 5

Top 3 Characters: Christine Daae, Sakura Maruko, Sun Wukong

Rules: List 10 songs you’re currently into and then tag 10 people you know

Make Me a Bird by Elektrik People

All Hallows Eve by The Ultimate Bearhug

Come Back by Teen 

Ma Leisha by Swedish Tiger Sound

Beauty Strange by Louise and the Pins

I’m Only Joking by KONGOS

She and Him by Omniflux

Body Up by Tifa

Pays to Know by MYPET

Ba Ba Ba by Miss Li

oh my goodness look at it!! I know some of you...

Rules: Tag 10 followers that you would like to get to know better

Name: Adida (yes, this is my REAL name)

Nickname: Ida, Dida, Aida, but I’m commonly known as Dee on tumblr 

Star Sign: The bull

Gender: Love Girl (I’m CNBLUE trash hahaha)

Height: Fluctuates between 156cm to 158cm. 

Favorite color: Black and pastels

Time right now: 00:48 (I have a thing for 24-hr timing)

Average hours of sleep: 3-4 hours. I am really deprived of sleep heeellpp 

Lucky number: I don’t have any.

Last thing I googled: Bakumatsu era.

Number of blankets I sleep with: One, coz my country has a warm climate.

Favorite fictional character: Too many to list. But I have to mention my favourite hitokiri, Himura Kenshin.

Favorite books: To Kill a Mockingbird 

Favorite bands/musicians: CNBLUE (!!!), KAT-TUN, Arashi (I don’t know whether these jpop idol groups are considered musicians, lol), Fall Out Boy  

Dream job: Coordinator noona. You know those people who pick out clothings for idols and wiping the sweat off the idols’ face?

What am I wearing now: A night dress. no, not the kinky one please get your mind out of the gutter

When did you create your blog: Believe it or not, this blog was created in 2009. Since then, it underwent many phases, lol. 

Current amount of followers: 317 (I don’t even know how I get so many but thank you dear followers for following this trashy blog lol)

What do you post about: Nippon boys, Korean boys, cherry blossom, lots of random stuffs. It’s a personal blog afterall...

Do you have any other blogs: Nope.

When did your blog reach its peak: I’d guess when I started posting scans from the Rurouni Kenshin visual book. I remembered I suddenly have a huge number of followers on that day  

Who are your most active followers? This is a bit difficult to answer as I don’t follow every one of my followers so I can’t figure it out.

What made you decide to get a blog? My sis-in-law was telling me about tumblr and she decided to sign up for it and recommended that I have an account as well. This happened in 2009. 

Do you get asks on a daily basis? Nah, I’m not that popular to get this sort of thing all the time. 

Why did you choose your URL? There’s a cute story behind my url actually. I didn’t start to date till I was in my late teens, going into my twenties. It’s because I’m not the typical Malay girl (you know how white girls are being stereotyped? This is something like that). Or probably I’m just weird and guys are turned off by me. Simply put, I was a loser when I was in high school. But besides all the name calling the guys in school threw at me, I couldn’t care less. Only when I matured into an adult and have a family of my own, did I realise that those name calling was called bullying. I was pretty dense back then omg.

Where’s the cuteness in my story then? Okay, here it comes. So when I finally started dating my very first boyfriend (who is my current husband btw), I asked him why was he willing to date me. I told him I was weird and didn’t fit into the mould of many girls out there. And he replied back with the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard. 

“You’re not weird but unique.”

So ever since then, I’ve been using his quote as my tumblr username. And thanks to him, I see myself as a unique yet sometimes bizarre person at times, hahahaha!     

And here comes the last step! Next ten followers are up! (if you girls are keen in doing, that is)

1) Your favourite fic you’ve written Probably i met someone who wears your glasses (austin and ally). Yes, despite the fandom it was written for, it is still one of my best written pieces of work to date.

2) Your least favourite fic you’ve written Anything written early 2012 and before, with the exception of hello again (peter pan, 2003) is pretty bad to me.

3) Your most popular fics like a playboy (austin and ally) - Simply because this reached up to ten chapters (and that is a milestone for me), and is one of my better written work (in the time it was written and the age i wrote it). Sometimes I still regret not finishing it. hello again (peter pan, 2003) - Again, another well written work in terms of my age and the time I wrote it. Also, I put a lot of thought into this piece of work, the first time I ever took writing seriously seriously. The appeal was because it was written for an obscure pairing that suffered little to none fanfiction writers so of course I would be met with welcome. anime meets manga (pokemon special ft pokemon anime) - It wasn’t well written, although I do admit the battles I planned to write and the plots I planned to unveil were very creative and colorful in my head. Also, this had potential, if only I wrote it at a time I actually knew what I was doing. In hindsight, it probably would be a good fanfiction if I were to rewrite it now. Also, a lot of detail went into planning this, mind you. It’s greatest appeal was the idea, not necessarily the fanfiction itself but the idea behind it. Many people seek Pokespe meeting it’s anime counterparts but there are only a handful of people actually willing to write about it. coins (disney, dreamworks, fox, pixar animation multicrossover) - Personally, I still wish it is more popular than it actually is. The only reason this is actually considered “popular” for me is bc I don’t get a lot of recognition for my work, and the works I have the most readers from are all Austin and Ally stuff, so “popular” to me is a very small number.

4) The fic you wish more people would read Maybe, vintage dork and no damsel in distress (yu-gi-oh arc-v), coins (disney, dreamworks, fox, pixar animation multicrossover) or take aim and reload (austin and ally).

5) The fic you most enjoyed writing Definitely coins (disney, dreamworks, fox, pixar animation multicrossover).

6) Your funniest fic I don’t really write comedy because I suck at it.

7) Your hottest fic I don’t write these kinds of fanfiction, mostly bc I don’t have the ability to write it well and not make it a cringefest. Kudos to those who can do it though bc it is something I severely lack in.

8) The fic you’d like to be remembered for Any of my works, just note those of the ones early in 2012 and beyond. Seriously, horrible writing.

9) The thing(s) your fic contributed to fandom headcanon None, I’m pretty sure.

10) First fic you wrote/published I tell you now, anything written around 2007 (which is when I started writing and publishing online) - 2009 are all deleted. So, I can’t really say what my first piece of fanfiction is. I can however tell you that it was a Drew/May fanfiction.

11) Latest fic you wrote/published? As in, completed? That would probably be socks and chapstick (rise of the guardian ft frozen) or vintage dork and no damsel in distress (yu-gi-oh arc-v). Both written a very long time ago, might I add, also both one shots. My track record for completing, finishing and updating multi-chaptered fanfictions is HORRIBLE.

(English meanings are in brackets)

Love by CNBLUE

Love Love Love Everybody Clap Clap Clap I want you back to me kkumeseorado nae soneul jabdeon (I want to go back to the days) keu ddaero doragago shipeunde (when I held your hand even in a dream)

Love Love Love Everybody Clap Clap Clap I want you back to me kkumeseorado doraondamyun (If you were to come back in a dream)  sesangeul da gajin geot gateultende (I’d feel like I have the whole world)

Hanasanaide Ai by Kamenashi Kazuya

Hanasanaide ai de tsukandete ai de Amai uta dake kikasete Mayowazu ni ai de kazarazuni ai de Kuchibiru kobosu aishiteru　 Kono hibiki dake areba ikitekeru Yozora wo sotto dakishimete odoru Atashi ni motto kisushite kowashite

(With love that doesn't let go, with love that has captured us Let us listen only to sweet songs With love that doesn't waver, with love that's without pretence "I love you" spills from your lips I can live on only the echo of that We dance, gently embracing the night sky "Kiss me, break me more")  

Mother / Father by KAT-TUN

Todokanai ai wa nai to boku ni oshiete kureta kimi no koe wa Mitsukedasu yo umarekawatte mo

(I’ll find the voice of you who thinks of me and has no love held back Even if I’m reborn)  

Sugar Mouse by Oh, Atoms

No one knows, what the  Future holds, if we  Just hold on, maybe life could be sweet 

Answer by Nakamaru Yuichi

Ame no naka yoru no naka mayoi nagara ga aruitekita  Touku made touku made michi wa tsutsuite mieruyo

(In the rain, in the night, even if we’re lost, we’ll keep walking until we’re far, far away, this path will continue to be seen)

I’m Sorry by CNBLUE

Mworago nan ne mal moreugesseo Na sirtaneun ne mareul moreugesseo Wanjeonhi michyeosseo jeongsincharyeo michyeosseo Are you crazy (are you crazy)

[What did you say? I don’t understand you I don’t understand when you say you don’t like me You’re completely crazy, snap out of it Are you crazy (are you crazy)]  

The Show by Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle Life is a maze and love is a riddle I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried And I don't know why I'm just a little girl lost in the moment I'm so scared but I don't show it I can't figure it out It's bringing me down I know I've got to let it go And just enjoy the show

Lips by KAT-TUN

Naze aeba auhodo ni Kokoro wa chigiresou ni naru Everytime 

Sono akaku somaru kuchibiru Chikazukete kowashitai Hageshiku Sono mama de sono mama de Jibun dake semenai de Kono te wo hanasanai de

[Why is it that the more we meet My heart feels as though its about to be torn apart (It feels like that) Everytime

Those red dyed lips I want to go closer and break it Intensely Like that, like that Don’t blame only yourself like that Don’t let go of this (my) hand]

Cold Love by CNBLUE

Dokhan sarange nae shimjangi meomjyeo nae shimjangi jjijojyeo papyeondeulcheoreom

I byeongdeun sarange nae sumi mejeoka seoseohi sumeul jukyeo Haruharu ddo shideuraga deulkkutcheoreom

(My heart stops at this cold love, my heart breaks into pieces My breath stops at this sick love, my breath slowly dies Day by day, I wither like wild flowers)

Love Music by Taguchi Junnosuke

Odoru kimi wo mita hi kara hikari ga sashite hare ni natta Kagayaita dansu furoaa de boku to kimi no futari de nee SHALL WE DANCE? OH YEAH! Merodii ga kizamu hisutorii egaku mirai wo ririkku ni Niji no you ni tooku made utai tsudzukeyou LOVE MUSIC

(The day I saw you dancing, you gave me a light that made the weather clear up On this shining dance floor, you and me, say, shall we dance? Oh yeah! Engrave into history this melody, paint the future with our lyrics, Like a rainbow, let our voices resonate, let us keep on singing this love music)