some non-human gender things that make me Feel Nice:
toe walking; kinda feels like how bipedal mechs walk with the joint that bends in, similar also to the way a lot of anthro furries are drawn
the weird little rush of Feelings™ i get when plug my headset in while wearing it. feels like im plugging myself in.
getting used to the sound my headset makes when it needs charging, its different to my last one so it startled me at the beginning but now it just feels like A Part Of Me
maintaining a constant vigilance protocol when out alone, keeping my eyes sharp when i listen to music, keeping my hearing sharp when i'm not
doing tasks autonomously like touch typing while not looking at the keyboard and being able to maintain a conversation, the feeling of the machine underneath me while my brain works to manipulate it.
using more militarised language; instead of agreeing with a "yes", doing it with an "affirmitive" or "roger" or even "wilco"
standing down when my handler wills it, like she's issuing a shut down command, usually followed by an obedient "yes ma'am"
being called "hound"
taking my nightly meds and pretending they're cool combat drugs instead
writing my feelings into Definitely Not Self Insert fictions
