Jul 6
it's ridiculous. two days ago, my heart did some stupids shit, almost lost counsciensness at multiples takes, I was unable to move even a finger for more than an hour and it did not wanted to slow down, but it didn't even bothered me that much, like okay.
but my current allergic reaction to mosquitoes bites make me insufferable, mad as hell, and it's painful and I want to rips part of me off to stop having pain
my sensitive scale is FUCKED UP
#vent#vent post#handicap#handi post#god why did have so much illness#brother I have more than 17 ilness#WHAT IS THAT#WHY AM I IN PAIN SO MUCH#WHY AM I ALWAYS IN PAIN#AND WHY THE ONLY ONE YOU CAN SEE MOST OF THE TIME IS THE LEAST TIRING OF THEM AKA GLASSES#LIKE#I get it you cannot see it#but it didn't mean that I almost died more than 40 times#that I am not in pain#why god why
