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i know i don't have to explain this but i feel the need to anyway.. i've been in severe depression the past month on top of falling very ill with the flu. i was hoping once i had more free time to be able to create something, anything.. but have fallen completely short. i hope i'll be able to recover enough to make something soon that makes me feel happy and creative again, if even for a moment
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fresh self-portrait for a new icon! molecules in the background are compounds i have developed or worked on LC-MS/MS methods for.. gone are those days..
closing my shop for awhile to take time for moving and allow myself a break from working essentially two full-time jobs. this year has been unbearable at times, and i've been through so much — i'm looking forward to bluer skies.
all orders will be fulfilled in a timely manner, and it should be back open in time for the holiday season, so stay tuned! the new year will bring new opportunities for me, so i'm looking forward to that, too.
feel free to reach out with any questions in the meantime. hope everyone out there is doing ok, too.
good morning fellow senior citizen enjoyers.. working on one of my new designs
ok so first of all i read every tag on my posts and they make me smile always. i am delighted and grateful to everyone who ever leaves a comment on my work. second of all i had to address this one from @sonofcelluloid bc i couldn't agree more.
ash genuinely WAS born to be my muse.. i have never enjoyed drawing a character more or felt it come so easily. he has all the features that i love to draw. my friends have been joking with me that he is my Male Muse since i saw the movies for the first time last september. well it hasn't stopped! so glad i found him. ash williams 4ever
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oh he’s really in it now!!!!!
so so excited to be finally making a full-scale illustration/poster of this little piece. i didn’t expect it to get as much love as it did but it still makes me so happy bc i remember i called out of work that day due to to feeling altogether unwell but drawing them made it much better! funny how that’s happening to me right this moment again. i feel like i’ve lost so much in losing my job but it makes me so happy to work on pieces like this, and focusing on your fav fictional love story (bc thats what it is HA) really does dull the pain. enough about that though!
i think i might start uploading more wips and such, it’s fun. even though they’re mostly digital these days
now for something a little different. i've been hard at work journaling all my precious memories of seeing everything everything (my favorite band) two times in the past week, and wanted to make somewhat of a visual diary to remember what i was wearing on the days i'd seen them.
i drew myself smiling extra hard in the one from august 2016 because that's when i showed up with my first ever tattoo, the cover of "get to heaven", on my body! it was so fun and meaningful showing it to them and seeing their reactions. jon posted a photo of me even, which was CRAZY! they have always been so kind to me, which is appreciated more than i can really say.
so much has happened since those shows in 2016, and as you can imagine, i've changed quite a bit. while i was out at the time, i've really come into myself. it was fun to see that visually, too. made me a bit emotional. however, i was kind of cursing myself towards the end for wearing such complicated patterns. but, i like these more than pretty much any photo of myself. i should really just draw myself in the future instead, huh?!
as an added tidbit, i wanted to share some of my favorite ee songs. anyone that knows me knows of them, since they've been a staple for so long. but if you don't know me and you don't know them, well, this is for you! my favorite song, probably of all time, is their b-side "wizard talk". i'm actually planning on writing something at length about it soon. other favorites include warm healer, schoolin', in birdsong, no reptiles, armourland, and software greatman. i could say so much more, but i'll stop myself there!
good evening.. it's been a second since i was able to update here. i was offline in the woods of upstate NY for a couple days following a drab majesty/slowdive concert, then immediately upon getting back, i went to go see everything everything! i hadn't seen them perform for seven years, and to those of you that don't know, they are, and have been, my favorite band for about eight. probably will be forever too, nestled with kraftwerk and YMO. i was so enthralled and overjoyed that i decided to take a little solo trip on a budget (truly, i didn't care if i had to sleep in my car for an evening) out across the state to see them again on saturday. beforehand, i got to see HAL 9000 in person! and after the absolute high of another show and getting to meet some very sweet online friends, as well as getting to chat with the band again, i went to go see the bike prop from pee-wee's big adventure in person before heading home.
twenty journal pages later, i am back to making art and applying to as many jobs as possible.. the usual these past couple months. i have been full of such joy the past few days though, i hardly know what to do with it. even the songs playing in public (rest stops, grocery stores, the like) has aligned perfectly with my tastes. feels like it couldn't possibly be real, but it is. at least i think so.
wish that i had something to upload for phoenix's deduced birthday/national coming out day today! love that man like crazy, however. and as usual, thank you all for every single comment and tag on my art. i read them all, regardless of response or platform, and most often they get a smile, or even a laugh, if appropriate. thank you all so much for supporting my shop too. like the interactions, every single sale means so much.
