#halfgood

#cynical #evil #halfgood #badmeetsevil

Where have i gone in your heart I mean where do i start To start i guess feel far apart Your love for me like a car that wont start And its my heart that feels torn apart My brain cant seem to convince the rest of my body to restart Reboot and stand taller then before But its hard when my head, arms, body, and legs feel sore From the constant pounding of memories that are no longer adored It seems as if no girl i care for can hold on to my love Or more so i cant hold theirs Cause its always fact i was the only one who cared Just waiting to be treated fair I mean i like to think of myself quite highly But your cold shoulder may have hurt that thought more then slightly But Ill keep swimming I mean whats a pisces to do So many fish in the sea and it wasent you. So it wasent you my spectrum has faded blue Without a clue on how i always lose Take the L but was it really a loss Still a player about that sauce Lies im a slob forgetting to floss But really though i thought you were special Tied my stomach into knots like a pretzel How can i not like someone who is soo dope You had a way with looks Constant eye contact stole my heart like a crook Read me girl im what you call an open book And most of you dont take a second look Am i deserving of the love i crave Have i been through enough Can i continue day after day Dwelling on this sad stuff I love myself but it gets hard All these girls leaving me with a scar On my head or heart Either way the feeling is not far apart April 9,2016

So if riding out a false love is a crime lock me up, because i just want to give a girl every chance to be with me in my prime.