I'll try an make this semi short,
My parents are leaving for Haji tomorrow and words can literally not explain how genuinely happy I am for them. My moms lectures these past few days have become a daily speeches, but I can't help but be so completely lost without them. I am going to miss my mommy more than...anything. She's what I come home to everyday from a long day of school. She makes a lot of things easier. Just holding her hand makes every worry in my body disappear, her hugs, her giggles, her accent, her kissez, her cute voicemails, our never ending conversations. One month will probably feel like a year. There is so much responsibility riding on me it's scary. I am praying that my brothers can cope with me screaming at them to wake up and to cope with my little knowledge towards cooking. I will still commit to the gym and manage my random Del Taco cravings. My sister is now Hajaba and God, how proud of her I am is unbearable. She's the strongest person I know and to have that courage and commitment, makes me idealize her even more. She is my...everything. I love you Manal :') And finally I found my Mother Lovin phone. *sigh. I not going to even start that topic. Let's make this month go by fast :) Goodnight fellow followers <3
