to my dearest friends,
i’ve been playing a lot of older songs the past few days and every time i put these records on i imagine your faces enjoying, laughing. i can almost see the sweat running down your foreheads. i can almost smell your drinks. i can almost touch your hands. i can almost hear your voices singing with me.
nothing will ever take your places in my heart. this fucking emptiness in my chest and my mind is the prettiest and saddest scar i’ve ever gotten and it has your names on it.
ally, camila, dinah jane, lauren and normani.
my friends from another life, another context, another possibility. thank you so much for existing the same time as me and give me the opportunity to grow with you. you girls raised me. you will always be my home.
maybe in my dreams we will meet again in that same bar, with de same music going on, the same food and the same atmosphere. i will be there waiting for every single one of you. i love you with all my heart.
