ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤNow I have neither ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤhappiness nor unhappiness. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤEverything passes.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ#h.404error-info.
ㅤㅤ ㅤdazai o. ﹟𝐇𝐂﹗ㅤverse﹙s﹚ ; CANONverse ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ#nolongerhuman-hx. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ#pfect.witness-hx. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ#dmon.prodigy-hx. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ#c.rsed-existence-hx.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ痛み﹢ ㅤDue to his multiple suicide attempts and constantly pushing his body to its breaking point, Dazai suffers from chronic pain. At just fifteen, Dazai barely shows symptoms; however, by the age of twenty-two, he even needs a crutch to walk properly most of the time.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ痛み﹢ ㅤDazai doesn't express his chronic pain verbally, and he tries to hide it physically as well. This includes the fact that he does not use that crutch most of the time.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ痛み﹢ ㅤNaturally, Dazai isn't undergoing any treatment for his condition. He sporadically takes medication or drugs.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ痛み﹢ ㅤHe doesn’t take any pleasure in eating, and most of the time, he doesn’t even feel hungry. Dazai can go a full day without food and will often choose alcohol (especially sake) over a meal, reinforcing his unhealthy habits. Even so, as odd as it sounds, he doesn’t have a negative relationship with food. He simply doesn't have one at all.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ痛み﹢ ㅤDespite what was mentioned earlier, he’s still a picky eater. He avoids anything excessively greasy or strong-smelling, but he's willing to eat crap.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ痛み﹢ ㅤHe doesn't enjoy drinking beer at all, but he will do it anyway for some reason.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ痛み﹢ ㅤBefore joining the Agency, his personal hygiene was, at best, neglectful. He could go days without showering or trimming his nails, and his hair often went unbrushed for months. Since joining the Agency, he has become more consistent, usually smelling like cheap soap.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ痛み﹢ ㅤHe's autistic, yet he'll never ever consider it an option.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ痛み﹢ ㅤ(In case of Chūya being an ADHD individual)... He’ll exploit Chūya’s neurodivergency for his own entertainment, constantly hiding his medication (if taken).
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ痛み﹢ ㅤUnlike his female counterpart (#c.rsed-existence-hx.), Dazai is in a relatively better mental state. In contrast, she is in better physical condition, as her suicide attempts have been less violent (but more constant). She's a picky eater and neglectful with her own hygiene as well.
