#guiltforlove

Maybe I think I'm crazy. If I do, can I still show myself love or do I need the validation of someone else?

What is it with this "You must love yourself first"

What if I need some proof that it still exists before I can give it to anybody else including myself.

Whatever, I'll probably have an episode after this.

Because as far as I know, no one wants to answer these questions. Maybe because they're toxic? Or is it that there's some part of my heart that knows the answer.