" Unable to perceive the shape of You, I find You all around me. Your presence fills my eyes with Your love, It humbles my heart, For You are everywhere. "

⊙ Welcome to this Shape of Water love reading, yes I finaly took my balls and make a love pac hehehe this reading isn’t truly a prediction its more of an assumption about what your ideal partner would be based on your present self but you can technically see this reading as a way to confirm who your next partner would be y’know. It was supposed to be longer but I decided to do it chill since im still a bit rusted lol but I really miss being active on tumblr. For more explaination, the ”core card” is found by additioning the numbers of the cards you picked with Lenormand, for me its a card that show the core/hidden part of a reading but you can use this method in other ways.

◇ Deck used : Rider Waite (only court cards), Lenormand

Masterlist ⊙

⊙ Welcome to this very simple but (I hope) useful pick a card, I know its been a while and here is my last attempt to get back to tumblr haha.I don’t have more to say , hope you’ll get the message that will light the fire in your !

⊙ How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while thinking about the 3 images, you can also use a pendulum, remember to listen to your intuition while chosing and reading the messages those are general reading so not everything will be for you or it will ask you to interpret it based on your situation

◇ Deck used : Rider Waite, Shakespeare Oracle, Phenix Oracle

⊙ Hello and welcome to this Fantastic Mr Fox themed reading ! It’s one of my favorite comfort movie so I felt like sharing this with you ! I hope this pac will remind you how fantastic you are because hey it’s always nice to read it especially in time of doubts.

⊙ How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while thinking about the 3 images, you can also use a pendulum, remember to listen to your intuition while chosing and reading the messages those are general reading so not everything will be for you or it will ask you to interpret it based on your situation. Also I like making metaphor hehe

◇ Deck used : Gulliver Lenormand

♧ Paid reading

• Hello everyone, this pick a card is mostly for people who got a bad relationship with their mother but also those who lack of love in general, it’s motherday tomorrow (where I live) and this kind of day isn’t fun for all of us. Tbh it’s mostly targeted toward people who got issue with their mother but it also is for people who didn’t receive the love they deserve from their family in general.

• The theme of mother is supposed to be gentle, warm and welcoming just like the empress but sadly for some of us ”mother” rhyme with poison, jealousy, violence and fear. Remember, your parent’s behavior isn’t your fault none of us deserve this but sadly it happen so often nowdays, you’re not alone. I found comfort in spirituality so I hope i’ll be able to offer you this comfort in this reading, may those 4 goddess’s words warm your wounded heart.

Note that it’s the first time I fully channel a message without the help of divination tools all I had was the name of 4 egyptian goddess who accepted to help me today, I hope it will help you. ⊙

Pile 1 ◇ Pile 2

Pile 3 ◇ Pile 4

1. Sekhmet

⊙ Sekhmet is a goddess of war, violence and deadly disease but also a goddess of healing. She can harm and heal, she is the mother of the beautiful Néfertoum.

” You who incarnate the anger of a broken heart, why would you bow so low just in order to feel something that those people aren’t meant to offer ? You are so brave, your heart isn’t an empty place but a palace of gold and the light that come from here isn’t meant for everybody, especially those people who you try to please oh no, no. Your love is meant for your tribe, the one that you’ll find once you’ll win your current battle. They are meant for you for a reason, if you didn’t met them yet it’s simply because they also have to fight their ego, just like you they struggle, just like you there are time when they let their guard down and bow in front of their enemy but that doesn’t mean they gave up. You and your tribe keep fighting and this is why you’ll meet each other once you will come out victorious. Stop wasting your time for people who don’t deserve a single look in their direction. You are brave, you are courageous my lovely warrior we are lion and we will triumph just like the sun triumph over the night every morning. ”

2. Nephtys

⊙ Nephtys is the opposite of her sister and would often stay in her shadow, while Isis represent light and life, Nephtys represent obscurity and death. She is the one who cry in order to calm the dead’s sadness, she is also the mother of the Great Anubis

” cry my child let those tears cleanse your soul, you’re not done with life yet, there are so many things to lives for in the futur. Sure the present isn’t bright but your futur don’t have to be like that. I know, I hear your cry every night you truly deserve that hug and those kisses your always dream about, believe me they will be yours in the futur but now you have to walk for an other day, an other week and an other year. This is not the end, it’s just the hard period, you’ve waited for so long to receive that wish and you’ll receive it but first you need to be patient especially with yourself. Do you think flowers know exactly when someone will pick them ? No but it doesn’t stop them from showing their beauty and to live their little life while enjoying the wind, the sun and even rain. Worship every little moment my love your time will come sooner than you think. ”

3. Nout

⊙ Nout is the embodiement of the night sky she is the one who protect us from chaos, she is the beautiful primordial goddess who gave birth to Osiris, Isis, Seth and Nephtys some version say that Horus the elder was also one of her child.

” What is that nonchalant look ? You should let yourself have more fun child, life doesn’t revolve around word and indoor activity. Those fictional stories you read about seems great but don’t you think about living your own journey to ? It can be just a little walk outside and encounter birds and rabbits or someone or nothing who know ? Sure we never know what will happen in life or when we step outside but humans always talks about the worst case scenarios not the fun and weird ones ! Go out and enjoy nature’s gift enjoy this upcoming summer you deserve a good and long break my dear. I love you, take care of yourself. ”

4. Wadjet

⊙ Wadjet is the cobra goddess who protect the leaders and the eye of Ra. She is fierce when it comes to justice and she is always ready to attack those who harm the people she protect with her powerful venom. She is the protector of childbirth as she protected Horus from Seth’s warth and my followers are used to see her everywhere she is the patron of my blog at this point.

• Hello everyone and welcome to this pac that is mostly about the period of the present to the end of spring. Even if this pac is split in 2 parts ; first one being a message about the present and then what is coming toward you. And yes I finally didn’t forgot to put the cards !

⊙ How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while thinking about the 3 images, you can also use a pendulum, remember to listen to your intuition while chosing and reading the messages those are general reading so not everything will be for you or it will ask you to interpret it based on your situation

Deck used : Rider Waite, Shakespeare Oracle

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⊙ Pile 1

• Message from Spirits, King of Wands, 9 of Swords, The Sun R

” When workmen strive to do better than well, They do confound their skill in covetousness and oftentimes excusing of a fault doth make the fault the worse by the excuse, as patches set upon a little breach discredit more in hiding of the fault than did the fault before it was so patch'd.”

While reading your cards I had ”Safe in your skin” by Title fight I was about to write the whole song lol so it’s better if you look at the lyrics online the one that stand out the most was ”Maybe there’s nothing only this moment”. Honestly that song match a lot the energy of that 9 of swords in the middle of the reading, it seems like you took the role of this king of wands (or you have to take it) but you seem so afraid of him at the same time ? You might also overworked yourself. Spirits congratulate you because you take the leader role and took a step further toward something that will make you so happy in the futur and that you seem to enjoy in the present... but it seems like anxiety strike again, it can also be an impostor syndrome for some of you (it echoes a lot with one of the piles from the last pac about the Moon). Maybe this 9 of swords end up happenings because of something exterior but in all cases you are making the sun confuse, when the sun card came out it fell on a book and kept turning so I just waited for it to see if it would be upright or not and it came reversed. Now remember, even reversed, the sun is still here the worst isn’t in front of you it’s far behind you. Right now the only things that would happen to you also depend on you it might be scary to take the control of your life (I heard ”finally”) but despite the responsabilities and struggles, you are free ! You might be trying to find the problem elsewhere but actually you might got tricked by your own mind or maybe you worked too much and now you’re starting to fall into burnout. The situation isn’t that dramatic, all you need is to clear your mind and make your plans more clear, the sun is just far in the horizon it won’t be gone for too long, that 9 of sword moment is just one of those week where you feel down. However you’re the one who’s going to do the first move, not the sun but like I said you just need a little moment to clear everything before getting back on track !

• What is coming toward you ? 3 of pentacles, Page of Cups

Once this little ”down” period will pass (and it will be faster than you think) you’ll make such a big progress in that project ! What is coming toward you is that powerful self confidence and realising that you are competent at what you do. Now I see that it feel like this present moment of feeling down was like a tiny tower moment in order for you to re ajust some stuff about your routine and work life. In the near futur you’ll find the energy and start doing your thing then in the more ”far but not so far futur” (I swear they say it like that) you’ll get the reward of this hardwork ! I tried to avoid to make this reading about career but I have no choice, for most of you that project can be about something creative, even spirituality I got a lot of scenarios that are coming in mind but everything encourage you to start your idea and do your thing in order to get all of those nice rewards wether it’s good grade in music, finally being able to draw hands (congratulation for that one) or even just start an account and get a lot of view/followers ! The futur is bright I believe in you just like your spirit team ♡

⊙ Pile 2

• Message from Spirits, 6 of Cups, The Hanged Man R, 2 of Wands R

” Madman, thou errest: I say, there is no darkness but ignorance in which thou art more puzzled than the Egyptians in their fog.”

I sense a lot of fear in this pile, something happened before your reading and it seem like it was a sign for you ; my dog got scared of an other dog outside but since we are home he keep hiding behind me and stare at the door, unable to sleep. It seems like something like you got a big wound from the past that might just got healed or is still open, but nature is like that if something hurt you deeply your natural instinct will make you avoid this thing or situation in the futur. However for us human it end up being damaging being for too long in this survival mod make us hostile and give too much power to anxiety, this fear is present since so long you might not even remember where it comes from or you start being afraid of everything on the daily basis. Now im not a therapist or a doctor the messages i’ll give you are based on the cards and my experience since I went through this in the recent past, if those problem make you unable to do anything you should go see a professional. I usually listen to music when I write the readings but for yours I felt like staying in silence, well first it was in order to help my dog relax and spirits ask you to do the same, let your body relax maybe try to find breathing exercises it's very useful. Ignorance feed fear, that fear makes you hostile toward everything, on the other hand, knowledge build confidence and confidence offer peace in ourselves. Anxiety can be defeated by logic, connect with those fears, let it flow in your body let it express itself because our reflex is often to hunt our feelings but by doing this you let it exist and leave, after that ask yourself "why am I afraid ?" Often time you end up realising that this fear was just created by your imagination even if sometimes the fear is based on something older you know it won't happen again because now you grew up and you are stronger than before ! Trauma lives in our past, the present is full of ghost from that past and we shouldn't fight them or ignore them, we should learn how to live life with them around.

• What is coming toward you ? The Hermit R, Knight of Swords + Temperance

Your period of self pity and isolation will be done because of your efforts congratulation! All of this will happen so naturally you'll eventually just end up being bored of inaction, in all scenarios you end up finding balance and embody this knight of swords energy. You'll be action oriented and you'll learn by yourself to manifest your desire through action ! I heard " I watch the Moon let it run my mood" (from Tek it by Cafuné) everything inside you will feel more natural, you'll end a long cycle of struggle by achieving this inner balance and being at peace with your past ! It's amazing for you. The list is very long since there will be different scenarios for everyone of you but all of this will attract so many opportunities toward you from a lot of different domain in your life ! Let yourself daydream a bit you deserve it, hope for the best and I wish you well on your journey ♡

⊙ Pile 3

• Message from Spirits, 2 of wands R, 2 of Swords R, 4 of Pentacles

”This above all: to thine ownself be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man.”

Illusion has made its may in your mind and now you might feel like a lost soul in a town full of fog. The world might have tricked you at a point where you think you have no choice but to be someone else because you as your authentic self isn’t compatible with this world. I keep seeing it as a career oriented message but i’ll try to stay neutral, you may already have a plan for your life wether it’s still exist just in your mind or if you already took first step(s), you chose to take the wand instead of the pentacle (passion over material gain). The 2 of wands and swords are both reversed but not the 4 of pentacles I interpreted it this way; according to our society, to the people around you and to your fears you have no choice but to chose the pentacle because in the end everything is always about material gain ? And this belief made you think that those wands were a bad thing because the outcome belong to the unknown while the pentacle’s outcome belong to a clear plan, but does it lead to your happiness ? The wand can be the most difficult option out of the two but I strongly got the message that you can simply put 2+2 and get your 4 of pentacles by yourself and by going for the wand path. Spirits didn’t wanted you to receive a message, they wanted you to ask yourself the good question(s). Remember, a dream is something you do for yourself not for others. I end up demonize one of the path (it’s how the message came from the cards honestly) no matter if you chose the wand or the pentacle you’ll gain something in the end, the thing is would it be in favor or detriment of your mental health ?

• What is coming toward you ?

Ok you got the special treatment, of course with the first message I can’t really tell what is exactly coming toward you since it’s not a personnal reading at first I was about to put a card for each path but spirit were like ”no 😐" only an other Oracle cards would make the work and the sentence on it is enough on its own so I let you with it.

”Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we often might win by fearing to attempt.”

○ Hello everyone I finaly made a pac omg, I hope it will help you, the reading is divided in 3 sections, one to show your inner conflict (that one was tough) then some advice to overcome it and we end up with a message from the Moon using the Moon Oracle deck ! There is also a little gift for each pile ! I’ve made a sigil for each pile based on the messages I got, I used the square of the Moon it’s a sigil method that came from Agrippa (I love him) + my own method of redrawing it and using symbols I see in it.

What should I do with the sigil ? First draw it yourself on a piece of paper you can look at color correspundance if you want to use something else than black ink. Now there are many way you can activate this sigil, im giving you method that I used but you can look online there are many other methods. You can put it under your pillow, meditate with it in your hand or in front of you, put it in water, burry it, burn it, let the wind carry it outside (for this one it’s better to throw the ashes of the paper)

⊙ How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while thinking about the 3 images, you can also use a pendulum, remember to listen to your intuition while chosing and reading the messages those are general reading so not everything will be for you or it will ask you to interpret it in your situation.

Paid Readings can be found here !

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● How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while visualising the pictures that will be present on the pac, you can also use a pendulum or simply your intuition.

● About pac : remember to listen to your intuition while reading the messages, those are general readings so not everything will be here for you or it will ask you to interpret it based on your situation. Feel free to send me feedback, idea for new pacs or if you got something to say about it in general (constructive criticism is always welcome). It is possible for me to delete pacs that I thing are outdated wether it’s based on my belief system or other reasons.

◇ The deity within you

◇ Spirit’s messenger

◇ Know Thyself

◇ Heart warming message

◇ Personnification of your Shadow

◇ Personnification of your Higher self

◇ How and where to find happiness

◇ 2022 general reading

◇ The Moon and your inner conflict

◇ Message from Spirits for Spring

◇ A word of love from a Goddess

◇ What makes you different fantastic

◇The emperor

◇ Message from Spirits

◇ ἀγάπη (love reading)

◇ ἀγάπη (WLW love reading)

◇ Post tenebras spero lucem

Hello everyone i’m finaly here to conclude the series about “the self” to start new year ! I wasn’t planing on writing about this PAC first but on last minute i was like “no i must do it”. I want to start the year by making pac that will help you to move forward and keep faith in yourself or in the process of what you are going through (or will be going through), hope this will help !

⊙ Your Higher self is like the most authentic version of yourself that’s why i was hesitant about making this PAC since i did similar subject (those two X X) you might want to compare the 3 pac maybe even add the Shadow self one to have an overview of yourself but remember all of those are general readings so not everything will concern you 

⊙ How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while thinking about the 3 images, you can use a pendulum, remember to listen to your intuition while chosing.

⊙ Paid Readings

◇ Pile 1 ◇ Pile 2 ◇ Pile 3

◇ Pile 1

Representation of your Higher Self

Your Higher Self remind me of two goddess Wadjet and Gaïa so you might resonate with their story, in general it’s linked to the Mother archetype, like poison they can heal and kill, create and destroy. I felt some kind of ”dark aura” when I was looking at your cards so it accentuate this ”double face” theme. Your Higher Self likes to take things slowly in order to analyse everything and understand the process. Pentacles related themed seems to be the main focus of your Higher Self, it’s about money, people surrounding you (familly,  friends), all of those material things. If you struggle in one of those area, especially sociable you need to dive deeper in your discomfort and know that it won’t be like this forever, things will change but first you need to change things inside of you, heal your wounds and make peace with your scars. I keep getting the message of not feeling good with your family your, higher self is here to remind you that you are not alone in your situation spirits are here to support you and help you to evolve so you’ll be able to be free from this situation. Seeing the number 6 might be a sign from your higher self.

How to be closer to your Higher Self

I don’t really know where you are in life (general reading y’know) but truly need to focus on yourself first and after look for your other problems, you might be disconected from yourself. I got a pretty weird message but let’s go, if you have painful period you probably end up hating this part of yourself/your life, it makes sense with your higher self being close to the Mother archetype, you need to make peace with this cycle ans accept it as something natural, not a curse. Wether you’re concerned about the last part about period or not you can be closer to your Higher Self by following the moon cycle and make it a part of your life (you might want to look at the moon phase during your menstrual cycle). Meditation will be awesome in order to ground yourself and be more connected to your true self, meditate 10 minutes before sleepy or once the moon show up in the sky, when you meditate think about something and analyse it, it can be a situation, a word, a moon phase it’s a moment of reflexion you can also write in a journal this introspection.

A message from your Higher Self

" You are faced with a choice but you avoid the second one, you have to chose between material stability and happines. Fear has made it’s way through your heart and mind it created invisible chains that made you unable to move but you know you have to do it, you are staying in the eye of the storm and you are afraid to go through the storm in order to find your new home, a place where you’ll feel pure happiness. If you stay in this storm then what the point of trying to heal here ? Everything around you is crashing or flying away and you just stay here, in the eye of the storm. If you go through the storm you’ll evolve, the key is to stay grounded, to believe in ourself and to keep your focus on the things that light the fire inside of you.”

◇ Pile 2

Representation of your Higher Self

Your Higher Self feel like the sun ! Mostly like Apollo they are playful and warm but also a bit chaotic, I feel like you are also someone who can be labeled as chaotic, what a  fun duo hehe. It seems like one of your guide is very close to your Higher Self or got the same kind of energy they are completing each other but I heard ”you are blocking the connexion” maybe you don’t listen to them a  lot or you are missing something ? 

How to be closer to your Higher Self

You might struggle to focus on things maybe it comes from an actual trouble or fear, im sorry to say that but you know it’s not an excuse ? It’s ok and normal to struggle with focus but there are many methods to help now so ask yourself are you avoiding your passion because of fear or because you don’t like that much what you’re doing ? You need to connect yourself to this inner fire, to your (real) passion. I heard ”ignore the snakes” you might receive a lot of judgement from other people but you need to know that those people do that out of insecurities when they criticize you they are actually talking about themselves. Your limiting belief seems to come from ”other voices” those are the things that created blockages in many area of your life. You need to ask yourself where your doubts are coming from and why they are here before letting them stop you from moving. When pile 1 had to connect with the moon, you need to connect with the sun, it’s about taking action toward those things that are important for you, it’s enjoying your life and have fun !

A message from your Higher Self

” You know you are amazing right ? But you don’t want to admit it :( (they really wanted to add the emoji). You know what ? I love you anyway ! Even if your mind turn against you, remember that i’m always here for you. You got everything you need in order to start your dream life and if you lack of something you can just search for tips and advices outside you got internet ! I know you’ve failed in the past but it wasn’t meant to destroy you or to put an end to that thing, it was meant to show you that after a fall you need to stand up. Anyone can make an error, Ensign. But that error doesn't become a mistake until you refuse to correct it. (That last quote come from star wars but it was on my mind during your whole reading). Look for the number 8 it’s a sign from me ! And remember,  I love you.”

Your Higher Self is such a ball of sunshine ! You’re lucky pile 2

◇ Pile 3

Representation of your Higher Self

Oh dear your higher self is like an ice queen, their energy feel very serious they might have a sharp tongue. I didn’t got more info about them, instead I had a message, you might be already pretty close to them but not so at the same time ? It seems like your higher self is sending you a lot of signs that you are ignoring I heard ”so here I am” but it sounded like someone who was pretty annoyed, their sign might be small or you don’t really see them as a sign... I hope I can help with this pac 😳

How to be closer to your Higher Self

It’s more like ”how to get your higher self’s messages” here. It seems like you are aware of your Higher self’s existence/presence but you don’t trust it, some of you might even be afraid of it I also heard ”not worthy” Your lack of self confidence is affecting your relationship with yourself and not only your higher self but your whole spirit team. It seems like your mind is always distracted it might be hard to meditate or just focus on something but you shouldn’t use this as an excuse for not doing something that is good for you and that will make you evolve as a human being on this Earth. Self discipline is hard but it doesn’t mean it’s impossible you need to accept the challenge and stop running away from it because you’ll be stuck in the same cycle forever. The cards wants me to remind you that your differents self and Spirit team are here to help you to evolve and find your true path in life, they are here FOR YOU, it’s their job not an obligation. Do you think the cashier in the grocery store ask themselves if you are worthy of buying those stuff ? No they just give it to you and that’s it. (I hope you’ll get it, it’s a weird exemple 💀💀)

A message from your Higher Self