#grump rambles

Like, they dedicated actual years of their lives to achieving it, they sacrificed so much, they risked their very lives, all while having to live precarious double lives in the public eye. And how does the Honmoon repay them for all their hard work?

By taking away someone they both cared for and loved deeply simply because of what she was born as!

This is the thanks they get from the universe. After everything they had to endure just to protect it, because they were the only ones who could. This is the thanks Rumi gets; Rumi who worked her entire life and dedicated every waking second to the Honmoon.

It took her away from them. It took her away from them!

It's not fair! They gave the Honmoon everything! They gave, and gave, and gave, and the Honmoon just took and took! In the end, their "cosmic reward" was yet again something (someone) that the Honmoon took! The one thing in the entire world the two of them ever wanted!

If they could destroy the Honmoon, even tear into it a little bit, if it meant that there was even the slightest chance they could get Rumi back by utterly ripping the Honmoon to shreds themselves (however they manage to figure out how to do that), they'd do it in a heartbeat! The world be damned for it!

They'd do it in a heartbeat...that is, if it didn't feel like such an incredible insult to Rumi for them to even consider harming the Golden Honmoon. After she gave her very life for its existence. No. How could they do that to her? Even think about doing it? They couldn't. Rumi would be so, so disappointed in them. They have to respect the Honmoon.

Shoutout to when KPDH fan artists draw Mira like this.

That shit's funny AF

Dude, imagine Rumi finding this out somehow - like through a routine doctor's appointment or something (a REAL doctor, not doctor Han). That it had only been a normal bout of vocal strain and not her "lifelong afflicted curse" finally completely seizing her body. Imagine how annoyed she'd be because this would mean she overreacted over literally nothing! If they had just gone on break, she would've been fine! She could've kept her secret longer! It's completely her fault Zoey and Mira found out the way they did-!

(Well, it-it's not a bad thing, really! She's happy that they know now! She's happy she doesn't have to hide this from them anymore! It's just…well, if she had known, maybe she would've caused them a lot less trouble the last few months.

Maybe everything at the Idol Awards would've gone much smoother.

Maybe none of it had to happen.

Maybe there's still a small part of her that feels guilty about how long she kept the secret from them, and selfishly sort of wishes she could've at least known if her patterns would disappear when they sealed the Honmoon, because maybe then she would have toughed it out until that point and then maybe things would be better than they are now.

Sue a girl for having intrusive thoughts, then!)

And on one hand, Zoey and Mira would be incredibly upset at her for even venturing down that mental rabbit hole. For being upset that she couldn't keep lying to them forever. (What the hell, Rumi!? We talked about all the lying and hiding! You trying to say you'd take it all back if you knew it was an option!?)

The Mattel Creations Sleeping Bag Mira doll. (That lost their poll. Fuckin' Jinu. I really hope that doesn't mean they won't eventually make it...)

I was like so unreasonably obsessed with this when I first saw it. And it's because of this:

(Talented. Brilliant. Incredible. Amazing. Showstopping. Spectacular.)

What this means to me is that Mira didn't actually show up to the Met Gala in a sleeping bag!

She literally gaslit all those stupid photographers in that scene of the movie that we saw into thinking she actually showed up in a normal sleeping bag to the Met Gala.

I...I don't even...