#grub.

I can't be the one to wait around for you and give you what you want, when you want. I miss you, you know that and it's killing me playing the friend card when all I want to do is be with you, in your arms, like I did not so long ago. If I see you in Byron, I won't know what to do.

Taking it day by day and hoping for the best, that's all I can do. Gut feeling, please be right. 

One week.

The next two weeks are going to drag on for so long, I can tell. I don't want to wait, I just want to get on the next plane to Sydney and see you already. Two weeks and then i'll get ten days to spend with you, such bliss. I know when I see you i'll jump on you and I know saying goodbye to you at the airport  will be extremely hard, like last time.  I've never really missed someone until now, it's a great but daunting feeling. You're brilliant. OX