#grossgetout

Alright, here's the deal. Let me just start out by saying this. You have no right, NO RIGHT, to give advice about a person's life. No one is less qualified to do so than you. That being said, let me clarify why you are so unqualified to recognize life as an actual human being.

First of all, you have no significant life-changing experiences to give you any insight or wisdom as to how other people react to, or feel about situations occurring in their day-to-day activities. Therefore, because your life is so meaningless, it makes sense to believe that you have nothing important to contribute when trying to help someone with their problems.

Next, we have the fact that you have done nothing more than sit on your ass and escape into the virtual world (that has now become your real world) for more than a solid decade, which in and of itself, is not necessarily a bad thing. It is, however, a bad thing when you tell someone else to get off their ass and do something to fix their problems when you yourself have failed to do so on more than ten years' worth of occasions. We all know you like to tell people what to do and make it seem like you have all the answers, but when you can't even accept that for yourself first you really should just keep your mouth shut and mind your own business.

Thus ends the more pleasant part of my blog entry.

Who do you think you are judging other people? Where do you think you get off? Do you think that the way you treat others is okay? If so, I think you need a serious refresher course on how to be a decent person.

I can't believe that you think it's okay for you to belittle someone's problems just because you think you know how she feels. News flash, you have no idea how she, or anyone else feels, you ignorant piece of trash. Your brain is just a giant conglomeration of horseshit you don't even understand what you're saying anymore. You think that for some reason you're better than everyone else around you, and that makes it okay to judge and insult them. That makes it okay to treat your friends like shit, and push them away like you have your whole goddamn life. You wonder why you have no friends, when it's pretty fucking obvious actually. You notice how everyone around you is so much more secure with who they are and you envy it. You loathe them for it. So much so that you feel you have to do everything in your power to make them feel worthless. So kudos to you, you've discovered the simplest way to increase your own self-esteem. To bad it's not working.

I myself know firsthand what it's like to be close to you, and let me tell you it's not pretty. Not because you have such hardship and inner turmoil in your life, but because you have absolutely none of that, yet strive to make people believe that you do, and then wallow in your own imaginary self-pity. Well guess what, it's getting you nowhere, and if you haven't noticed, no one gives a shit. You can't make people think better of you by constantly shoving your "problems" down their throats, and then judging them so harshly for confiding in you their real problems and hardships.

I'm so glad that I escaped your grasp when I did, because it seems like you've gotten exponentially more horrible over the last year. It's funny, because I feel like when we went our different ways I learned something about myself and actually took something useful from the experience. I know now how to spot the rotten people and steer clear.. But you have obviously done quite the opposite. You've actually become even more childish than I've known you to be in friendship. You believe so deeply that everything that happened between us was my fault. It was all on account of me being a pretentious dick wipe that had no feelings for you at all, but I do have feelings for you.

I pity you.

A whole year has passed and you still haven't learned from your mistakes. It's not the world that's so awful, it's you. So stop trying to see all the bad shit that goes on and just look at the life you have, because it's beautiful. You have a family who dotes on and supports you, a steady education, and you don't even have to work for the things you get in life. You're pretty fucking spoiled, actually. I'd say that as an incredibly privileged caucasian female you've got it made. You should be so fucking lucky to have that, because you have no idea what real hardship is like. I'm not saying I know what it's like either, but I know enough to relish the life I was given and not to belittle it.