May 10
that being said it is absolutely ridiculous that i'm still tweaking over this girl. and i mean "ridiculous" in a positive way, mostly. her name is like a spell that gives me a power boost. she's out there she's real person that's insane i'm bricked up off the concept of her existence
#cried because how much i miss her and then laughed because it's so stupid#man#i'll get to talk to her again one day even if it's just one more “meaningless” conversation#it'll still be life-altering#groooossssss#i really was made for exactly this#i been yapping at the waxing moon#i hope the moon has been delivering my messages#and i hope she's doing okay#man i really really really really miss her i started tearing up again writing the previous tag#anyways#the love i have for her is a blessing and a curse for both of us and i wouldn't have it any other way honestly#🍟
