#grievingyoung

It was just as if she was bit by a zombie right in her gut. ‘like carl was’  We couldn’t simply just cut off her arm to stop the dis-ease from spreading right where it started. And It spread like wildfire. Shock. Her organs resisted. Resuscitation. This insidious malady. Eating away at her. Killing every single fucking tiny fragment of her that it touched. Turning her insides black as night. Carving. Hacking. Slicing. At the skin of her entire stomach. Down her leg. Up her back. All the way down to the facia layer to try to save her. To TRY.. and I thought we had a chance.  No body wants to live after that. NOBODY.