Sep 14, 2023
2:12 am
I’ve cried for the first time since our break up it took me a full month to do so, and here Iam doing what I never thought I’d have to do.. pray pray, that God hears me and just helps quite my mind and thoughts. That hugs me tight n tenderly and helps me just simply sleep again at night.
I haven’t been able to sleep much at all anymore unfortunately.. I just want my sleep and life back under control. I’m sooo ashamed of this shit I’ve done and what it’s lead too. I just want my home back, I want to see her again, n this time to do it correctly or if not I just need a sign that I just have to move on for good, shit I’ll even go change my number if I have too.. I just need a sign God.
