itâs not right but itâs okay.
* a bttp with alex / @gridballgodâ.
When a personâs hurt, their first instinct might be to cry. Or to scream. Or to hit. But for Muffy Belrose, it was to turn her heels and make a run for it. Run as fast as her legs could carry her. By the time she made it home, the young blonde was gasping for air in her locked room.
But no matter where she ran to, the monstrous reality loomed over her. It cornered her against the bedroom door and covered her eyes with its dark hands. She had no choice but to watch the tormenting memory of what she ran from over and over.Â
Alexâs steady arms. His smiling face. His soft lipsâpressed against anotherâs.
How could he? Why would he?
As everything finally sank in, hot tears seared through her eyes. Everything her high school friends had said was true. She didnât want to believe in it. Of course. Not my Alex was what the blonde protestedâcompletely ignoring their words and her guts!
They have been sounding the alarm that something was up in the past few months, but did Muffy ever stop to question it? No. She went and ignored the signs! The lack of texting and interest. His Iâm-busy-tonight excuses, especially on agreed date nights.
Gosh, and to think she was about to... The box in her hand trembled.
So stupid. Muffy slipped down to the floor. She brought her knees close to her chest and held the box close to her broken heart. âIâm such an idiot,â her muffled words smothered into the palm of her hand. An idiot. The blonde sobbed as the incredible pain in her chest completely overwhelmed her.
When it was almost midnight, Muffy had finally calmed down. Donned in her favourite nightgown, she sat on the edge of the bed and stared at her phone. Alexâs phone number lit up her dimmed room. He could be sleeping soundly right now, but Muffy couldnât bear to sleep it off. To keep pretending everything was alright.
Breathe in. Breathe out. With shaky hands, Muffy finally hit the call button. As his phone rang, she scrambled for the words to say. What did she want to say? But when the phone call was finally picked up, her heart dropped to the pits of her tummy and the entire script in her brain dissolvedâ
âAlex,â Muffyâs voice was strained. âPlease donât lie.â
â... Are you in love with someone else?â