From the Journal of Edvar Sohl
I donât know what it is about my little sister. Itâs like ... she has that Jedi thing about attachments, but attachments find her anyway and she ends up with the most loyal friends-family in the galaxy and I end up with a smuggler-type whoâd take a blaster bolt for her turning up at my metaphorical door saying âHey, your little sisterâs still alive after an impossible situation, so you know, and Things Happenedâ.
The last time, it was, âYour sister survived the Sacking of Coruscant and now sheâs a Jedi Knight and joined some ultra-heroic subsect that keeps its own paramilitary unitâ coming from this cyborg PI. This time, this Zabrak guy turns up going, âYour sister survived the assault on Kuat - well, the assault on Rylan III because she wasnât at Kuat, but same difference - after becoming a Jedi Master and is now running her own little resistance group and refugee settlement and setting up a second settlement and oh yeah sheâs married nowâ.
Yâknow, I think everyone expected me to be more surprised than I was. But, see, last time? My brave and gregarious little sister meeping and hiding behind people? That surprised me. But I remember the little girl who lectured someone twice her size for pushing me down in a playground, who hugged a wild kath hound, who could always talk me into her little adventures as a toddler. Her leading a group? My only reaction was âabout kriffing timeâ. Itâs good to see her closer to whole.
So these people have been good for her, not just good to her. Though theyâve been that too. Her sisters - I donât know what that makes me to them, but theyâve got that plotting feel about them that makes me think someoneâs going to throw adoption papers at me - welcomed me with open arms. Literally. Ever been hugged by three people at once, all of them apparently determined to squeeze your brains out your ears? I actually needed bruise salve and Lira tells me that Iâm lucky Al-- Altay-- kriff it; ALTI - didnât launch herself at me with a jetpack. They all started talking at once after that and it finally came out that theyâd split into teams to set me up my own quarters on this desert settlement they call Port Knowhere and the new one theyâre looking for new settlers for that doesnât have a name yet. âSo youâll always have a home to go to with usâ, they said. I guess I wouldnât mind adoption papers if someone flings them at my head. Donât think there are better sisters, except the one blood-related to me.
One better sibling (except the one blood-related to me), though. Rilus Harridin. No longer a corporal, still a doctor, now my brother-in-law. Lira told me that when she went missing after the Zakuul attacked Rylan III, Rilus never gave up on her. Alti I understand - sheâs the type who gets an idea into her head and never lets go. But this guy ... not a smuggler or a bounty hunter or a pirate, but fell in with this excitable lunatic for a whole year, looking for his âdollâ. Never gave up. Never got disheartened. Put up with the weirdness and helped with conflict resolution and translated âexcitable Altiâ to Basic. It paid off, obviously, and now I have a brother-in-law. Guess I donât have to tell him that I have a blaster and have learned how to use it.
...I probably should anyway. Brotherâs job, and all.
Then thereâs these others. The Zabrak, Xâantho ... this guy is made of wonder. Literally. All I get from him is âWow; howâd I get this lucky?â and this growing sense of wanting to do nice things for people. Itâs like my sister threw a switch in him somehow, nudged him into his place in the galaxy, where heâs happy and feeling like heâs doing what heâs been put here to do, and I think he knows it. Plus watching a Zabrak, even if he wasnât ever the stereotypical Zabrak, leading little kids around on the back of a tauntaun is probably one of the cutest things Iâve ever witnessed.
Kaelira Lakara and Jai-din Sortek are more reserved, but Kaelira, at least, is noticeably happy Iâm around for what I mean to Lira rather than my way with plants. Then again, I try to keep clear of Sortek, mostly because heâs one of the former Marran I never really sussed out. Kaelira, though ... the stories Iâve heard. Saved my sisterâs sanity. Unleashed assault cannon nightmare retribution on a droid that gut-shot my sister. For that alone, I like her. She reminds me of a younger, less disapproving version of that Jedi Master Lira always talked about - the one with the cybernetic arm who hauled me out of the Rokhansâ burning farmhouse that one time. Not exactly given to obvious gestures of affection, but mess with the people sheâs sworn to protect and she will mess with your face.
The weird thing is my sisterâs influence on them, in the small things. Almost all of them use ânerfâ as a swear word. Even the former Republic military and the smuggler. The only ones who donât are Rilus, Sortek and the Chiss, that Iâve met so far. Even the Mandalorian. Aranarâaliit. He found out I could grow red gourds out here, given seeds enough, and he went Alti levels of excitable. I can about forgive him for starting a cult with my sister as its deity figure. Plus itâs funny to hear this stream of Mandoâa swearing interspersed with ânerfâ when he drops a supply crate on his foot.
So Iâm going to spend a few weeks here, making some tweaks to their irrigation systems - theyâve been doing pretty well, but thereâs room for improvement. After that, Iâll probably spend most of my time on this other settlement, the jungle one. Itâs going to be the source of most of their produce, after all. Iâll come back often when I bring and collect supplies, and to visit, but ... my sister has her own life. I'm glad to be a part of it, and Iâll keep being part of it, but ... I donât have to be right on top of her all the time. Sheâs got her own life. I can let her live it. But I can be part of it, and Iâve got this bunch of well-meaning lunatics to thank for it.
...Plus I have a couple of weeks to hear all the stories. And tell them. Really looking forward to the reactions to the one about her deciding to tour Dantooine on nerfback when she was four...










