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though it struck her as reckless to travel separately from her children, lucrezia was thankful that she had listened to the advice of others â just this one time. her unaccompanied travels gave her silence, which was something she hadnât had in a long time. ever, if anything. she rested her feet upon the seat across from her, leaning in the most unladylike manner among the cushions. she would cry in this rare moment of privacy, but sheâd exhausted her tear ducts at the funeral and the endless feasts.
of course, there was the option to stay in rome. to run the home and act as a face of the bank. but it was never her home nor her bank to begin with. the mother that survived her son had run the palazzo before her, and her brother-in-law was a more trusted leader than her. lucrezia had no place there without her husband. it broke her heart to leave rome behind, but there was nothing left for her there except to accept condolences. if anything, this was more for her children rather than for her. her eldest daughter, contessina, was nowhere near fourteen, and sheâd already had eager suitors knocking on her door. she turned them away, for the sake of preserving the idea in her mind that her daughters were solely hers. but it pained her to feign naivetĂŠ.
they had traveled ahead of her, as lucrezia took care of packing up the household to move. coming back to florence, she felt like a dog returning home with its tail between its legs. but sheâd done her duty. of course, she didnât provide a son to ronaldo, but he had a younger brother whose wife was young and pregnant. for italy, sheâd bore brides â peace treaties in petticoats. all things considered, it was a job well done.
her head rested against the cushion, deciding to watch the scenery as she passed by. fields of golden wheat against blue sky, workers that only paused to see the woman in black creep by. soon sky turned to stone as the city walls of florence grew near. she peered out to the city that sheâd grown up in; it had barely changed. as the carriage approached the royal palazzo, she sat up and adjusted her skirts. she smiled as she saw the sole figure waiting for her.
âyour majesty,â she grinned, taking the hand of her attendant as she stepped out. âi hope you were not waiting forever for me. for it would be my greatest displeasure to put the kingdomâs issues on hold for you to stand â unguarded, may i add â and wait for me.â