Taking Risk
Unexpectedly, 2019 i involve myself into business. My business partner is my bestfriend since highschool. Since she's currently working in cebu na, nung April lang kami ulit nagkita and out of nowhere we talked about business. Amazing, kasi same kami ng gustong mangyari. Kaya nung nag propose kami sa isa't isa, i believe that i prayed for this, we prayed for this. Nothing is worse than missing an oppurtunity that could have changed your life. Kaya nung anjan na, di ako nagdalawang isip, yes takot ako sa mga ganitong risk but i still took the risk, the chance. Dun pa lang sa part na yun, napatunayan ko sa sarili ko that i faced my fears. I took trainings & seminars. Nag research kami about sa industry, nagikot ikot kami to gain ideas at naghanap ng suppliers. Naubos din yung savings ko. She even got suspended sa work niya kasi bakit daw nag leave siya ng matagal. It's either natutulog na lang ako sa bahay nya or sya ntutulog sa bahay namin. Dami pang nangyari, alam namin na di magiging madali, pero grabe hindi nga talaga. Plan sana namin na 2020 pa mag uumpisa, but she suggested na para naman ma launch na daw yung product namin before kami mgkaroon ng physical store & also to know kung anong feedback, nagsipag kami na abutan yung darating na fiesta sa lugar namin, kaya inasikaso namin agad lahat. We oriented our employees and we conducted our trainings, meetings & seminar dun lang din sa bahay namin. Grabe, kahit yung mga pamilya namin na excite din they all supported us. SEPTEMBER start na nung operation. Since my business partner is working in cebu, tapos di na sya pwedeng mg leave pa kasi kakabalik nya lang from suspension. E mag isa lang ako nag manage. Physically, emotionally, mentally drained na ako non. Kasi pinagsasabay ko yung work ko sa business ko. Lahat ng aspsect ng buhay ko nabulabog dahil sa kagagawan ko din hahaha. After work ttravel pa ko, to check & help them. 2am na ko nakaka tulog gigising ng 5am. Naka ilang absent na din ako sa work, sobrang na apektuhan yung work ko that even my boss kinausap ako, buti na lang naiitindihan nya din nmn, pero nakakahiya din na aabusuhin ko yung pgging understanding niya. Kaya binalance ko lahat. Yung pinka depressing pa, nag awol yung dalawa. Dami pang satsat, chismis. Buti na lang we remained professional ng ka business partner ko. Napaka soft hearted ko kaya umiyak ako sa parents ko, sabi ko di ko na kaya. But God & my family did not failed to remind me that i can do it, basta kasama ko si Lord at yun nakayanan ko. Dami kong natutunan, at di ko pinagsisihan that i took the risk. Truly, nothing is impossible with God. For 2020 we'll be ready for an upgrade.
