#googlybear

If there’s any way you see this - I just wanted to say hi and connect for a second. I had a dream about you the other night & it felt the same. The same as always, in high school, Friday night, in the pool, with our friends, nothing but laughs. I remembered what it felt like to be loved by you and what an incredible experience it was (for the most part).

It was innocent love - the kind you only get once. Before you ever even know what love is. It molded us, set the precedent. Some days I’d give anything to feel that again. But I also know it wasn’t the best because we were young and dumb and didn’t know anything. It was you and me against the world though. And you had my back no matter what. I know you loved me deeply and you tried your best for me. I loved you dearly and endlessly. You’ll always be who you are to me. I hope you wonder about me too sometimes.

Sincerely,

It’s been a minute. Somehow I feel like we’ve always been intertwined in this life no matter how far apart we get. I had a bit of a breakdown last night and I dreamt of you. My mind restored the only love I’ve known that was pure and true. I realized that you will forever be my safe place. The only time I was loved before I was broken. And how special that feeling was. I wanted to bring back the feelings of genuine, deep love and connection we had. It was so raw but there were so many happy memories. Feels like it was both a lifetime ago and that I could still call you like it happened last week. It was nice to feel at home again.

Although I know this isn’t reality and the grass isn’t greener, I will always remember you for that. Being the first person that felt like home for me. and I was happy to see you again.

Love always,