Jul 8
soemtimes i think of how growing up i never really properly learned how to deal with constructive criticism emotionally and part of that could be because of how my parents’ first language isnt english so they may use words within criticism that i may see as upsetting or something. no blame for my parents btw. i just feel really bad bc while i am attempting to get better at dealing with it, its stull difficult cuz i go nonverbal, think i did one million things wrong and/or get to the verge of tears. its a problem imo and i feel really bad for people who interact with me because i feel like im acting like a sore loser ir simethung
