#goodboygoneworst

Dear Ms. Amara La Negra, You are the epitome of Dark Beauty. Humans are indoctrinated to hate #DarkSkin. So you have one job: Keep Being Flawlessly Beautiful. King 👑 Xavier/ Xay #AmaraLaNegraALN ‪#BlackGayBigBrother‬ ‪#BayouInfusedBlackMarket‬ ‪#KingXavier‬ ‪#LevelThePlayingField‬ ‪#DarkBeauty‬ ‪#BayouInfused‬ ‪#Houston‬ ‪#GoodBoyGoneWorst ‬ ‪#MyKingJohnson ‬ (at Seattle, Washington)

Over the past 96 hours #5BlackMen have walked me into greater self-awareness. I can now see the UNUSED #Strength, #Beauty, and #Power I have always possessed. Be patient with me. I am #NowHere. A #Crucial part of my #Brain was #Trapped in the #Past And according to these #BlackMen even with all of the above being true I have protected the #BlackAndWhite. The #Paperwork. The #Catalyst. The #IntellectualProperty. I look forward to seeing myself at #FullStrength. And I plan to have #Fun as I work to repair what I have damaged, or neglected, and build what has always been #Destined. ‪#BlackGayBigBrother‬ ‪#BayouInfusedBlackMarket‬ ‪#KingXavier‬ ‪#LevelThePlayingField‬ ‪#DarkBeauty‬ ‪#BayouInfused‬ ‪#Houston‬ ‪#GoodBoyGoneWorst ‬ ‪#MyKingJohnson ‬ (at Seattle, Washington) https://www.instagram.com/p/BlrlVtgHdjh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1r3c2zao9nxa4

A Mom visits her son for dinner who lives with a guy roommate. During the course of the meal, his mother couldn't help but notice how fine and good looking his roommate was. She had long been suspicious of a relationship between the two, and this had only made her more curious.... Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between him and his roommate than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, her son volunteered, “I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you,we are just roommates." About a week later, his roommate came to him saying, “Baby ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the silver plate my mom gave us for Christmas with our names on it. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" He said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll email her, just to be sure." He sat down and wrote : Dear Mom: I'm not saying that you ‘did' take the silver plate from my house, I'm not saying that you ‘did not' take the silver plate But the fact remains that it has been missing ever since you were here for dinner. Love, your son. Several days later, he received an email from his Mother which read: Dear Son: I'm not saying that you ‘do' sleep with your roommate, and I'm not saying that you ‘do not' sleep with him. But the fact remains that if he was sleeping in his OWN bed, he would have found the silver plate by now, under his pillow… Love, Mom. #GoodBoyGoneWorst (at Seattle, Washington) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6ZHUAcJq1L/?igshid=1k1bgrt50tcce

“In America, the perception is that the black father doesn't exist. Negative stereotypes of black men persist, and people on the right blame the victim in cases like those of Trayvon Martin, Eric Garner and Michael Brown. But if we look at the ground level, black fathers are there all around us. With my very eyes, I see amazing young black men, with their kids, being playful nurturing fathers. These days, at daddy-daughter events, it is inspiring to see the abundance of young black men and their daughters having the best time. I realized that while we still have problems in our communities, there have for decades been black men who have been good men, and of course good fathers”. - cnn.com #BlackGayBigBrother #BayouInfused ‪#GoodBoyGoneWorst ‬ ‪#BayouInfusedBlackMarket‬ ‪#KingXavier‬ ‪#LevelThePlayingField‬ ‪#DarkBeauty‬ ‪#BayouInfused‬ ‪#Houston‬ ‪#GoodBoyGoneWorst ‬ (at Seattle, Washington) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsoypgklm3P/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13rdkuf5qc4uq

“Ready or not. Here I come. You can’t hide. Gonna find you. And make you want me” - #LaurynHill #Fugees ‪#BlackGayBigBrother‬ ‪#BayouInfusedBlackMarket‬ ‪#KingXavier‬ ‪#LevelThePlayingField‬ ‪#DarkBeauty‬ ‪#BayouInfused‬ ‪#Houston‬ ‪#GoodBoyGoneWorst ‬ ‪#MyKingJohnson (at Seattle, Washington)

“You my enemy.... You my opposer when I want freedom. You my opposer when I want justice”. - Muhammad Ali ‪#BlackGayBigBrother‬ ‪#BayouInfusedBlackMarket‬ ‪#KingXavier‬ ‪#LevelThePlayingField‬ ‪#DarkBeauty‬ ‪#BayouInfused‬ ‪#Houston‬ ‪#GoodBoyGoneWorst ‬ ‪#MyKingJohnson

‪In 2011 I made one promise to myself:‬ ‪No matter how hard it gets it is my job to live my life to its fullest potential. Publicly.‬ ‪#BlackGayBigBrother‬ ‪#BayouInfusedBlackMarket‬ ‪#KingXavier‬ ‪#LevelThePlayingField‬ ‪#DarkBeauty‬ ‪#BayouInfused‬ ‪#Houston‬ ‪#GoodBoyGoneWorst ‬ ‪#MyKingJohnson ‬ (at Fairwood, Spokane County, Washington)

‪“In the grand scheme of things [I was] supposed to never have shit. Born to lose. Built to win. My focus ain’t on them” - #Wale‬ ‪#BlackGayBigBrother‬ ‪#BayouInfusedBlackMarket‬ ‪#KingXavier‬ ‪#LevelThePlayingField‬ ‪#DarkBeauty‬ ‪#BayouInfused‬ ‪#Houston‬ ‪#GoodBoyGoneWorst ‬ ‪