#gonetoolate

Hey, that is most certainly super stressful and I know I am just a random stranger online but I wanted to try and say it’s horrible and it sucks but you are so close to having it all completed. All you can do is give it your best shot and if things don’t work out, maybe they weren’t meant to but you can always find another way. I remember schooling was awful. I was always so unhappy and angry all the time because I felt like I couldn’t make it. One way or another you will

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Also I’m not sure how it works for you where you live but are you able to apply for extra credit or that adjustments/leniency be given to you as the circumstances you are currently going through with your mother (which I send my best wishes for her health) and the fact you have a disrupted home environment (renovations) are stressful in themselves and I know someplaces assisst people going through tough times such as those. Not sure if that could help or not.

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Either way please try and keep your head up. It’s super hard, but you’re so close. I’ll be cheering you on. You can do it.

Thank you! Even if you’re just a stranger, it matters a lot to me you took your time to reply anyway. I mean, rationally speaking I know all you said is true, and I’ll probably make it... I usually do, even if I have to kick and cry and scream all the way. I always whine and make my problems everyone’s problems but get it over with anyway. 

I’ll probably just have to extend my studies for another half a year (I’m already running half a year late because I didn’t start my thesis or do my work practice last year like I was supposed to) or something, no matter how disappointed mom’s gonna be. I’m sensitive as hell and just can’t handle more than two things at once, so when I have five things to take care of like I do right now (or more if you count hobby stuff like the cosplays and fics I’m working on) my head just explodes. I swear I was meant to be born in the 1700′s and mend clothes and make cheese for a living, not this kind of higher-level education in the modern world kinda shit. 

Also thank you for the advice! The renovations aren’t as large as I make them sound, I’m mostly stressed by them since I can be kind of overly sensitive, it’s really just some work on the door frames and such (my dad’s doing most of the work there). Mom’s gonna be fine, her recovery’s been going great and she can hopefully come home soon if we can figure out a few more things. I was thinking of going to see the school counselor and ask her if there’s anything I can do to make things easier on that front as well, I know I’ll at least be able to extend my studies for a bit. 

@gonetoolate   OMG!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! You are so kind and precious.

Which panel??

ahhhhhh omgosh *smooshes you*

glad to hear that someone is excited for it, IM GOING TO WORK EXTRA HARD

Eremin: Sacrifice

#rebloging this because it is so beautifully heartbreaking #and I'm crying #why can't it have a happy ending #like maybe somehow Armin saved himself on a indestructible bit of the ships hardware #like the black box in an aeroplane #and a couple years later #a recon team finds it with some meteor rumble #and bring it back to base and power it up #and Armin reawakens #and he keeps asking for Eren #and then someone is sent to get Eren from his house by the sea #because Armin is refusing to talk to anyone but Eren #and when Eren comes running onto the main deck of the ship #and sees Armin he kinda stops midstep as he can't believe Armin is alive #but then Armin sees Eren and calls out to him and yer they have this really cute moment #were they basically both start crying and people are getting all teary at the sight #until someone points out that AI's aren't meant to be able to cry #and later after they do some test they find out that the explosion short circuited something in Armin's program so now he can feel human ... #and after more test they figure out that there is a way to put Armin's program into a robotic body that he can use #so Armin agrees and he goes through this long and danger process of transferring all his memories #and data into this specially made robotic body which looks like his AI hologram just so he can feel #and the first thing Armin wants to feel with his need body is Eren's hug #and the transfer goes smoothly and Armin and Eren live happily ever after toward #(they become boyfriends) #sorry for the ramble OTL