Jun 25
looking at every feminine anime character not knowing if i wanna be them or be with them
#yumeshipper#transfeminine#goingthroughsomethingrndontWORRYABOUTIT#on the low (if u wanna dont wanna hear sbout my feelings stop now)#im about to vent leave now#im feeling a lack of community#like i have and love my friends but theres a definitivie void in my expression outlets thats really important for me to have that i dojt rn#im not fem enough to girlygirl but sick of pretending to be masc#in my heart im like highkey a soft girl#mori kei type shit#sit on a bench in a heavy drizzle type shit#carry a parasol on the regular type#thin flowey cloak sweater#librarian type shit#yk what im trying to say like.#the issue isnt that im caught between two genders im just sitting here waiting to start E#and when the E is done and i hopefully get facial fem surgery#then i'll jusr be able to to make friends with women without being a male friend and it wont be a provlem#and i wont even have to tell them jm trans#i hate being perceived as trans#i dont want to be a TRANS WOMAN#i wanna be a woman#no matter how supportive of the lgbt u are and listen i know ur trying ur best snd i love u and this will never be something i hold against#you#women im friends with see me as a male friend or a#TRANS WOMAN#i cant just be your friend#i have to be a type of friend#i love you but you cant see me the way i see me
