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Felt silly, Drew this
God who is transfem and bigenderflux using She/They x Death who is transmasc and bigenderflux using He/They fr
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// @goddeath liked for a sons starter ( donna & jax - iconless because lazy )
She takes in a breath, slow and steady and sure, before she lets out an exhale, smoke curling around her head as she closes her eyes briefly, the scent of the smoke calming her in ways she hasn’t felt in who knows how long. She can sense Jax beside her still, and she doesn’t know quite how to feel about her husband’s best friend right now - not with everything going on between her and Opie - but she’s thankful for the ability to talk to someone ( even if she’d rather talk to Tara, because Tara.... she would understand more ) but she’ll take Jax. For now.
“I don’t know how much more of this I can take, Jax,” she says after a few minutes, voice quiet while the moon rises, another inhale and exhale and more smoke leaving her system in a way she will always find calming. Her hands shake as she brings the cigarette to her mouth one more time, and she closes her eyes on the inhale, shaking her head before she opens and exhales. “I’m so tired,” she admits.
@goddeath | LYRIC STARTERS.
“ I guess ya could say I’ve been having a hard time adjusting after the whole ex clown act! ”
ragefelt-a asked: “Why can’t you just learn to let the fuck go.”
@ragefelt-a ; @goddeath ↠ “ right in the guts. angst sentences. “ / always open
“Is that what the Prince wishes for me to do? To let the FUCK go?” She fired at him tired of him always trying to overrule her or telling her how to think. Tara was not some crow-eater or some woman that would submit to him...the great Prince of Charming. “I over think everything, Jax and you know this. I over think and over think until it becomes leathery and something that if it was chewed on; it would last years. It is the way I have always been.” Her words true as she spoke knowing how she was. She worried...she was someone who took people at their words...like his promises for many things and how things have not always happened. But this time, he had promised her that they would leave. “You know if we stay here, we will turn into the two people we do not like. We will turn into Clay and Gemma...and the rot of Charming will destroy us.”
Turning away from him, shaking her dark head...Tara knew he was trying to make everyone happy and that plate was full...his family...the club...himself... She would always stand with him but she would not give him what he wanted to hear to make everything easier. She and Opie were the two that kept him on the straight path allowing him to stay the course. She often wondered if she had not come back; how lost he would be? His own father became lost within the club when it changed and she was watching that with him and what Clay was doing to SAMCRO.
honestly??? tara got the short end of the stick in the soa canon written by kurt madhatter sutter, that being said ? i think what drew me is your unique take on her, you don't shy away from the problematic characteristics AND you also realize that she's MORE than just some 'female' character. she was strong SO SO gd strong, season 1 tara is my fav, THAT being said ? i love your writing, and i am STAYING because of that. you're amazing
What about my portrayal attracted you to my blog? // @goddeath
Oh my gosh! This absolutely made my day and night! I love you bunches for this! This means so much to me! I try to keep her voice heard in the writings whether good or bad. And to me she was never a “side-kick” to Jax or something; she was her own person that Sutter destroyed. I agree, S1 as well as S2 and S3 are my faves with her because she stayed that strong female.
Thank you for the kind words...thank you for writing with me and allowing me to bring her voice to life.
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@goddeath asked ❛ that is childhood trauma right there. ❜
She was settled on her brother’s couch, leaning back against one of the arms -- knees pulled in close so that she could rest Abel against them, allowing the baby to semi sit in the small v formed by her chest and legs. Taking his tiny hands into hers, she kissed each one before making what she hoped was an amusing face at her nephew.
It was clear to anyone who saw the pair that the love the blonde had for her brother’s son was overwhelming. She had, after all, crossed an ocean to help bring him back. To find someone Kat cared for more...well, one would be hard pressed to do so. Even Jax and Opie took a back seat these days. Hence why she was, once again, over at Jax’s in the middle of the night and not at home, making love to a certain, giant redwood tree.
“Is it? They say most kids don’t start registering memory til around four. I mean, do you remember anything from when we were his age? I don’t.” She remembered what came after. Tommy, his being sick, his dying, the fights their parents had about it all... But back before their little brother had been born, when it was just her and Jax and their parents? That she remembered very little of.
And she hoped it would be the same for Abel. That he’d have no memory of what transpired over the past few weeks.
“He’s a strong kid, Jax. He’s proven that time and time again. He’s going to be okay.”
meta + musical abilities
so, beau plays three instruments. she plays the flute, piano, and acoustic guitar. the flute was the first instrument that she was taught, as her mother saw this to be part of the way to make her daughter perfect for high society and to stand out. so by the time she was three, her mom had her in daily flute lessons. at five, her mom had her in piano lessons. and beau likes the piano more than the flute because of how delicate the keys feel under her fingers and there’s grace in the way you tap on the keys.
her favorite instrument that she knows how to play is the piano, and the guitar comes second. she learned how to play the guitar out of rebellion because it pissed her mom off. while it may not be her immediate favorite thing to play, she loves hearing it played by someone else. likewise, she is very guilty of whenever she sees a piano, she wants to play something on it. her go-to songs are either queen’s bohemian rhapsody, david bowe’s starman, earth, wind, & fire’s September, or if she’s showing off, beethoven's piano sonata no. 14.
34 & 38 !
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