#goddamnit cody

i confronted the guy who i had a crush on and well, things didn't go as planned but I got it off my chest and that's really all that matters. I don't want to affect the current relationship we have, so I'll just really go with the flow and see how it all works out.

he said he didn't believe in a relationship and compromise

tbh compromise is nice

but i literally could not give a fuck

I do think it's nice to find a middle ground, but I can honestly give up what I want for the sake of a loved one, a significant other. If they want something then they can go ahead and do what they want, I won't stop them. It's their life, do what you want.

I don't want anyone to change for the sake of me or a relationship. 

and tbh 6 hours ISN'T that far away. 

i really want something with him, but i'm not sure at the same time. It's been a while since a guy gave me extreme dokis.

I'm kind of just really mad! I don't understand guys at all. 

I really just don't understand you, Cody.