#goblin rambles

Queer platonic russdoc... hello... can anyone hear me...

The people who are saying it's best to play dra when the remake + new translation come out are wrong I'm sorry. You'll only get the full dra experience if you witness lines like taira is all good now and dictatorship isn't that bad. It's crucial.

Random Ouran Host Club ramble: I don't think Haruhi and Tamaki are a great pair. Lemme explain. So, to preface, I've only watched the anime, so I'm only speaking for the anime. But I think Tamaki is too much in that "I want to stay immature" mindset whether he knows it or not. It's not till the finale episode that he actually gets some character development, and it feels rushed and not as well explored as it should be for the ship to work. And Haruhi more does things for Tamaki just to get him off her back because she overall finds him annoying. There are a few times where this isn't the case, but it's very much one-off situations that don't stick in long-term development off their relationship. They just feel like a crappy pair in the anime. I feel like Tamaki would be better off with Kyoya because Kyoya will often do things for Tamaki's best interests, and Tamaki helps Kyoya be the best version of himself. They just feel like a better match while Haruhi and Tamaki just feel forced together by the narrative because they have to be. Hikaru feels like a better match for Haruhi. Haruhi doesn't do things for Hikaru just to get him and his brother off her back. If they're being annoying, she doesn't give in, which is much healthier overall, and when she does something for Hikaru, it's to be genuinely nice like that one time she got an extra souvenir for Kaoru because she could tell Hikaru was worried about him. And while Hikaru might be immature and selfish, he shows signs of actual character development from that mindset with no subconscious want to stay that way forever. Not to mention, when Haruhi was out in the storm alone and Hikaru realized he messed up, he apologized and made up for it. Tamaki may apologize, but when he tries to make up for it, he doesn't really think of what Haruhi would want. He just does some stupid shit. Idk. At least in the anime, Haruhi and Tamaki are, in my opinion, a terrible match. Also, this is NOT hate to Haruhi x Tamaki shippers. This is just me rambling about my opinions. You do you boo and keep slaying ✨️

Rejection sensitivity is so evil actually because what do you MEAN I am simultaneously aware that it's fine if someone doesn't want to talk to me but also so eaten up by it that I've had a stomach ache half the week. Hello?

Some days I feel like a shelter dog. A dog who has been kicked, chained up, starved of affection its entire life, yet I still have so much love in my heart and I am so willing to give it. I have been hurt, so many times, but the love inside me has never been silenced. My tail still wags when I am given an ounce of affection, my ears still perk when my name is said in a soft tone. I think, hopefully, one day I will no longer feel like a scared pup who’s hiding in the corner of the shelter cage.