–– memories ___ 💔༄ a memory that leaves them feeling lonely

loneliness. emptiness. vacancy. it consumes minhyung’s heart, his mind – even in a crowd full of people, in a room wall to wall with souls, he feels lonely. to minhyung, loneliness is just another factor of life – a more prominent one in his, unfortunately. it sucks that he thinks like this – that he’ll think he’ll always be alone despite having friends that love him, despite having parents that care for him even now, even as he’s reached full-fledged adulthood.

he doesn’t like to think about the concept of loneliness – ignorance is bliss, after all, and he would much rather exist in blissful ignorance rather than being reminded he’ll ultimately be lonely in this lifetime. “i guess… when i moved back here. i couldn’t… i-i couldn’t even go back to my parents, it was so embarrassing. even though… even though i knew they wouldn’t turn me away, i just… i-i don’t know. i don’t want to talk about it anymore.”