#globophobic

like, have you ever cried because something, as "silly" as a balloon touched you?

do you shudder whenever you see a picture of something you're scared of?

have you ever gotten immensely uncomfortable at a party or formal event because they decided to have balloons as decorations?

have people, including your own family, laughed at you, not just once, because you told them you were scared of the balloon in the room? And when you asked them to remove it they just told you that "its not going to bite"?

it doesn't matter that its not going to hurt me, it scares me. a lot. I'm so frightened by balloons that i have to make sure i dont go near them, or even have them at my house.

i don't think anyone could ever understand a struggle like that

being scared of something thats meant for happiness, celebration and decoration is not fun. 

it isnt by choice, either.

honestly, i wish i wasn't globophobic.