#glitched-out

This post is 17+. if you are below this age range, I would suggest you do not look.

You have been warned...

i was tagged by @glitched-out (thank you love; this will hopefully help distract me from some negative feelings rotating about it my brain <3)

First rule: Bold or place an * at everything that is true. Second rule: tag 9 people you want to get to know better.

I tag: @shadowfax-of-the-mearas, @lunithe, @shoto-s, @shoouto, @terwki, @akinakamii, @togashimiko, @heroicshinsou, @bakusuki

APPEARANCE:


I am 5′7 or taller


I wear glasses (contacts)


I have at least one tattoo


I have at least one piercing


I have blonde hair


I have brown eyes


I have short hair (it’s probably more medium length but oh well)


My abs are at least somewhat defined


I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:


I love meeting new people


People tell me that I’m funny


Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me


I enjoy physical challenges


I enjoy mental challenges


I’m playfully rude with people I know well


I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it


There is something I would change about my personality

ABILTY:


I can sing well


I can play an instrument


I can do over 30 pushups without stopping


I’m a fast runner


I can draw well


I have a good memory


I’m good at doing math in my head


I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute


I have beaten at least two people in arm wrestling


I know how to cook at least three meals from scratch


I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:


I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else


I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else


I have learned a new song in the past week


I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months


I have drawn something in the past month


I enjoy writing (but I don’t do it as often as I would like)


Fandoms are my #1 passion


I have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:


I have had my first kiss


I have had alcohol


I have scored the winning goal in a sports game


I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event


I have been in a taxi *


I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year


I have beaten a video game in one day


I have visited another country


I have been to one of my favorite artist’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:


I’m in a relationship


I have a crush on a celebrity


I have a crush on someone I know


I have been in at least 3 relationships


I have never been in a relationship


I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them


I get crushes easily


I have had a crush on someone for over a year


I have been in a relationship for at least a year


I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:


I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”


I live close to my school/work (I live on campus in a dorm lol)


My parents are still together


I have at least one sibling


I live in the United States

There is snow right now where I live


I have hung out with a friend in the past month


I have a smartphone


I have at least 15 CDs


I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:


I have breakdanced


I know a person named Jamie


I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce


I have dyed my hair


I’m listening to one song on repeat right now


I have punched someone in the past week


I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone


I have eaten a waffle today


I know what I want to do with my life

        Morning of May 19, 2016. Thursday.

       As I have stated several times in the past, I normally do not post dreams of apex lucidity (other than a few childhood ones). This one however was atypical in that I gained full control of an otherwise completely glitched-out rendering instead of entering a waking stage after the accelerated apex level would have otherwise typically run its course. Before the main scene, there are a number of partial awakenings and false awakenings that seem to go on for a very long time.

        Throughout the false awakenings I am still subtly aware I am in a dream state. I realize I am in bed and that Zsuzsanna is on my left. At times, distinguishing between waking perception and dream perception becomes ambiguous (especially as the setting is the same other than less light and a different implied time in my dream events). I mentally focus on making a human hand (to be naturally linked to an arm of course) with the idea it will approach from my right. It does and I hold onto it. It reminds me of Zsuzsanna's hand. It responds passively as I hold it. I ask Zsuzsanna when she is awake for a short time (within my dream) if she can see it but she is too sleepy to respond. It seems curious to have "five hands" in a smaller area.

        From here I shift into an apex lucidity precursor. Instead of an old wooden door however, it is a wall (which is in an unknown setting, seemingly indoors) from where I eventually summon a hand to rise up and over and I then grasp it lovingly. The new "random" dream character is then "born" into my side of the liminal space with an extremely augmented sense of touch, taste, and smell. (This type of dream comes naturally after certain types of affirmation sessions over the years and events like the hand manifestation is now often automatic rather than requiring a clearer focus or dream-self force of will).

        The character seems modeled after a younger Zsuzsanna. However, being in such an extremely vivid state, the character "quivers", shakes, and flashes, growing thinner and then normal again several times, and seems very puzzled by her existence (though is not as completely glitched-out as characters in the final stages of a decaying apex lucidity adventure which naturally arises from augmented lucidity and its eventual natural decay). I remain sitting on my knees on the floor in an unknown indoor setting.

Repost this and tag ten people you want to get to know better (✿◠‿◠)

Uuhhh...I tag PennedGalaxy, Jokerteeth, Horribleplusadorable, Deenuhh, Zollux, 2olluxvanta2, Animatedpint, Glitched-out, Freyjavanas and Chimmiek!

Do whatever you feel comfortable with :3

Name: Not really too comfortable with sharing that today.

Nicknames: Clo, Close, Spell, Snakey (I love the last two pfft).

Birthday: 6th May

Gender: Female 

Orientation: Pansexual

Height: 5'0

Favourite colour: Blue-y-purple? Or just different shades of blue, I like sky blue or violet too.

Time and date at current moment: 11th December 2014, 17:21:15

Average hours of sleep: 5-8? 9 if I'm really lucky.

Lucky number: 5 and 15 are both very good numbers.

Last thing I googled: Digitigrade legs tutorial cause I'm in dire need of practising drawing them.


First word that comes to mind: Ivy? For some reason???

One place that makes me happy: My bed, one because its super comfy, two, its warm and three cause its a comfort zone. Sadly there's no internet connection there though.

How many blankets I sleep under: One thick duvet and two thin blankets cause its super cold.

Favourite fictional character: Ohhhh damn. I'd have to say Solluxander Captor. He's a huge asshole and he annoys me but at the same time I kind of want to hug him and give him a bowl of soup. He's also really damn sarcastic and sassy and it's fantastic.

Book: Hm...I haven't got a favourite one at the moment but I do remember two series that really mean a huge amount to me from when I was a kid. The Divide and Dragon Orb. I think that's because they both succeeded in making me laugh and cry and from what I remember they had great plots, I haven't read them in more then 5 years but I still remember how much they meant to me.

Animation: I absolutely LOVE Mambostuck by Emptyfeet/Toastyhat, its just flows so smoothly and the movement is amazing! I also love "To This Day" but that's more because of sentimental reasons, also its very hard hitting and just...Damn wow.

Tv show: GOTHAM. THAT IS ALL. YEaH.

Favourite beverage: Coke, Coffee or Baileys liqueur. 

Favourite food: Cake. Or chocolate. Or anything sweet and sickly.


Last movie I’ve seen in cinemas: Box Trolls, I saw it with my animation course class but it wasn't really my cup of tea.

Dream holiday: Hm...I really don't know. I would like to save up and go on a road trip around Europe with a couple of friends for a few weeks sometime in the future.

Dream wedding: I honestly don't know. I mean I could see myself getting married under a willow tree or something, maybe a fairytale or fantasy-themed wedding? Just no churches, being near them makes me super nervous and freaked out.

Tagged by natasha-romnoff (Sorry, I'm a day late, ehehe. Oops.)

First 20 songs shuffled on my iPod. Go!

The Scientist - Coldplay

Realize - Colbie Caillat

Little Talks - Of Monsters and Men

Jump Then Fall - Taylor Swift

Chava Ballet Sequence (from Fiddler on the Roof)

Can't Buy Me Love - The Beatles

Tango: Maureen (from Rent)

Can't Hold Us - Pentatonix

Stay - Florida Georgia Line

Come Together - The Beatles

Goodbye Yellow Brick Road - Elton John

When You Wish Upon a Star (from Pinocchio)

Knockin' On Heaven's Door - Bob Dylan

It's Raining On Prom Night (from Grease)

I Want You Back - Jackson 5

Doctor My Eyes - Jackson Browne

Feels Like Home - Chantal Kreviazuk

50 Ways to Say Goodbye - Train

Demons - Imagine Dragons

The Show - Lenka