Mar 19, 2017
whenever someone does something nice (like really nice) for me i am always so overwhelming grateful for it but im not good with thanking them?? like i’ll be like “wow!!! thank you so much” and i want to say so much more but i dont know how?? i smile at them really big and i am quiet. i dont know how to express how grateful i am and it bothers me so much. because then it seems like im not grateful, then i feel like i dont deserve it. you did this kind thing for me, but why? why are you so nice to me? i dont deserve it, what have i done for you to help me??? and why cant i express how grateful i am??? do you get how grateful i am??? it doesnt make sense.
#glitch.text#ok to rb#idk if anyone else feels this way towards this kind of thing but if u do pls validate me#im thinking about all the nice things people have spent money for me to enjoy/do/attend and it bothers me so much#that i never thanked them enough for it#i feel like i owe them all but ill never say thank you more than twice or so because i dont know what else to say#and i dont want to overwhelm them or make them uncomfortable#idk...#it makes me really uncomfortable every time but i am so grateful#personal
