#glissaade

 send me a 'dibs' if you are ridiculously attached to me as an rp partner ;

                     you from the other side of the 

                     screen? Did I try enough to 

                     convince you of what I really 

glissaade:

12. My muse slams yours against a wall hard.

I’m not Rose

The words sat in Pearl’s mind, the coldness and complete evenness of her tone. She didn’t react for a good few seconds and just as Garnet was about to pull away, Pearl took charge. To be fair, it’s not often she loses it so completely but when she does it’s like a hurricane that rips apart anyone who dares step too close.

With strength that isn’t normally seen for someone her size, Pearl slams Garnet against the wall with a thud that shakes the entirety of the temple. The pale gem’s body shakes with the realization of what she’d just done but instead of backing off there’s no string of awkward apologies now. There’s only the words dripping with venom in each syllable.

“I don’t want you to be Rose.”

“Are you so shallow to think I’d ask that of you? If I’d wanted you to be Rose I wouldn’t have bothered telling you anything! I have only desired one thing Garnet; and that was for you to be nobody else but you.”

The words left her lips, her resolve clear as a bell in her voice. The phrase had made it’s home in Garnet’s mind for a very long time. Around the time Steven was brought into this world.

'I'm not Rose'

It left a sour taste in her mouth whenever it sat in the foremost in her thoughts. She didn’t like the idea, she hated it, but the way Pearl and acts; sometimes it’s hard for her to believe otherwise.

She had felt pressured, more often than not, to be something like Rose. To be a stronger leader figure the whole team. It was her own fault that she wanted to take on the burden. A part of her didn’t expect the extra baggage, and that’s exactly what it was. Of course she never let any of these escape the vault of her mind. At least not all of it.

'I'm not Rose'.

That small leakage might just ruined the glue that kept them together as long as it has. Those words left a bitter taste on her lips; she missed the sour.

So deep in her thoughts, she couldn’t react when she was slammed to the wall. Her glasses went a skewered as she held herself up against the wall. The resolve was still there in her expression but so was surprise. She didn’t look away from the shorter gem, but she re-positioned her visors back on her nose. The fusion slowly stood back up on her feet, slightly away from the wall. She could stop and just leave before this got worse, but the words left her mouth before she could even try.

“I wouldnt have said it if I didn’t feel like I had evidence that suggested otherwise.”

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