Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā how LONGĀ had it been ? insidious&& lodged oh so deepĀ within her bones , lacing through her veins until lonelinessĀ is all she knew --- missing himĀ was all she felt . body not her own , nothing felt quite rightĀ , && yet she made the best of what she had been given ; escaping the mad titanĀ within nothing but the clothes on her back , weapon duty from disuseĀ . a life WITHOUTĀ corvus upon earth was hardly what she had wantedĀ for herself , nothing she had seen in her future , && yet now it was the dark reality she held within her hands -- his life for hersĀ , at least , that was what she was sure had happened . given chance to escape , && he had PUSHEDĀ her to take it , refused to hear of her staying && dying at his side .
LIVE ! FOR ME , YOU HAVE TO LIVE, PROXIMA . A LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS NOTHING , HUSBAND , DONāT DO THIS !
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā over && over , she saw it in flashes when sleep refusedĀ to find her . felt his hand releasingĀ hers && suddenly all she knew was darkness . how LONGĀ had it been ? months ? mere weeks ? she sought outĀ death those first days , determined to follow her love to the grave , but each time something intervened , something altered her path && she was back to nursing full glass of amber liquid to numbĀ the pain that would not leave her be .
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā but now ... now HEĀ stands before her ( MINE MINE MINEĀ ) , returned && yet , she does not wish to believe it , does not wish to FEELĀ that joy out of certainty that this is a mere dream , that dawn will come && steal him away from her , is that not always the way it went ? spider-like appendages clenchĀ at her sides , gaze unrelentingĀ as it pierces he who stands there .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā this isnāt realĀ ...Ā ā / @glaivewieldā
