#gitzroy

Over a year clean then this happens.

So one of my friends came out as trans to me today and they said "Hey, Can i ask for some help " My initial reaction was "Shit, they're going to ask me for help with Music revision again." (I scraped a C pass last year, with the threat of my Slightly terrifying but lovely teacher on my back.) But i said "What with ?." To which they replied. "Coming out to my parents. Im trans." My heart gave a sigh of relief as to say "Thank fuck they didn't need academic help" 😂 I love the fact that I have genuine friends who trust me as much as I trust them... And know im an academic fuck up so don't ask for that kind of help.

Well I guess its time.

14 days got knock 7minutes off my run time before Army pre assesment.

Being alone with your thoughts for days is the scariest thing.

Everything feels like it is falling a part, but in reality it's just that I can't handle it any longer.

Now... Relax.