#gilhal

Dear HeadphoneAndLuck,Nicholas Inahing manok, Mum, Mumma Hal,

We don't know what exactly is happening,

We don't know what you're dealing with,

And we don't know if you're okay

But remember this,

We love you, we miss you, and we're thankful that you exist.

I wasn't able to read your message in WTWUH but I know that you were trying not to give up, that you were having problems, and... you were saying goodbye..

Mum, as a very big fan of yours, as a sisiw, I can't easily accept that! You've done so many things just by talking to us and writing great books. Those books made great connections between you and your readers. You made FAMILY! OHANA

You've inspired a lot of us. You made great artists, great writers, great singers and such great great great dudes and dudettes!

You became our inspiration to live! Our motivation! Our idol! And ... my mom..

It's not easy to let go of such a great person so we won't do that. Instead, we'll be here, right where your heart resides. We will do our best to support you. We'll pray for you. Dream for you if you want.

If you want to be alone and/leave us(please don't), we'll let you do that. Only if you promise to come back or, maybe just visit us. (We still can't live without you)

Idk kung maiintindihan mo 'to kasi sobrang gulo ng thoughts ko. Hindi pa siya kagaya ng iba na talagang sweet. Kahit pa matulog ako (wala pa akong tulog because of you mum, that's good okay) hindi parin ito magiging inspiring or smthng. Lahat ng sinabi ko rito ay walang edit. Lahat 'yan galing sa puso.

Kulang pa ito, i know that. But i'll end this by a song lyric I remember when you were saying goodbye

Wherever you are

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you