#gilgamesh

the morning is thick but still cool enough. the paths are crowded

these last few weeks, i've constantly been a little bit hungry. nothing satisfies. it's not a more hunger, it's a something hunger, and i can't figure out what that something is. i ate a bunch of zucchini. that was a part, but it's not the whole something. for whatever reason it's sometimes fresh parsley but i know what that feels like. now i think maybe it's lentils

there should be something here but it's not

yesterday, that new moon pulled hard. i'm out of patience, not pushed to it, but ready for it