#ghostmood

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hI3VKR8Jo00

here’s the plan

I’m going to use this blog as my creative outlet. it’s likely no one will ever see this. that’s alright. this is for me. 

I’ll tag my moods so I can see how my voice changes depending on how I’m feeling. I think it’ll be cool to see how I change artistically in different states of mind. 

I’m sixteen. I’m almost seventeen. so my moods are different than an adult’s. I used to be fine mood-wise, but recently I’m all over the place, and I don’t know what is to blame. is it my menstrual cycle? is it the planets? is it my family? is it my friends? is it just inside my head? 

I hope I can keep this diary up. I like things new and fresh, and I’m worried this will grow old quickly. I just want to be able to commit. it’ll probably help if I change the design of my blog often. 

I don’t know why, but this feels more satisfying than just writing stuff and leaving it. sending words into the void is more therapeutic. that’s probably because there’s a chance I’ll be heard, and I like that. I don’t want to be heard by everyone, though. the chance I’ll be heard is small, and I like that.

by the way, I’m really bad at using Oxford commas. if my writing doesn’t make sense, that’s why.

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