Today I had a horrible day.
I had Negitive feelings and I genuinally wanted to quit my business.
And don't even get me started on men.
You may have noticed a lack of introductions to the blog in recent weeks. In all honesty my tollorance level have dipped and there's only so much I can handle.
And men seem to be pushing the limits recently.
Firstly I had a man who called me out of various things. At first it was rather refreshing. A man who can stand up for himself. It was nice. I like some fire In a man. Then the arrogance set in, and Calling out became full on slander.
It wasn't just one single thing that led to the realisation, but a list of many and I realised I actually hated talking to the guy. Which led to me blocking him. But he just decided to bother me through text for an explanation. When I replied and explained I wasn't exactly enjoying him calling me stupid in a posh and arrogant way, his response was to correct my spelling.
Yeah, smart move. Bait the girl your begging for an explanation of being patched.
Secondly I had an encounter with a man I actually don't want to discuss.
Mostly because the situation was of my own making and the regret is far to strong.
Do you ever do something really dumb and just wish the world would swallow you whole.
That was my Friday night.
So instead I left Tinderella at home and went off out as my boring little grumpy self, and I had fun!
I went to the last show of The Glasgow Festival of Burlesque. Then to the Riding Rooms for an after party.
I'm a huge cabaret fan. I love a show, and what a show. I can no describe how amazing GFOB was at Wicked Cabaret. A friend of mine who goes by the stage name Roxy Stardust who is known as “ Powerhouse of Scottish Burlesque “ and there isn't a truer statement! She is a huge talent and im honoured to call her a friend.
But lets get back to the night.
The show was great, I’m so gutted i couldn't make more of the weekend. But I must mention the after show act Markee De Saw, i haven't ever seen an act like hers, she sung some of my Favourite songs, Ranging from Rammstein to Memories from Cats! Which is like my favourite musical.
i didn't intend on staying long at the after party but i ended up staying the full show. I would highly recommend the Riding Rooms for some evening entertainment. The drink isn't to pricey either and Free entry before 11!
It took just night out with friends that let me reevaluate my life and refocus. I may not be ready to get back out on the dating game, but i do have something to look forward to.
I go to Berlin on Saturday!!