#getout!

It sucks you in fast and hard and you barely even notice it until you are too deep it is almost impossible to get out. And I have tried with all of my being to get my loved ones out of this lifestyle but it's impossible when you're in this town. You straighten up for awhile, throw out that half full 5th and get back on track until someone gives you a phone call..

What will it hurt to get fucked up one more time?

Relapse.

You believe your friends are so sincere and they think the same thing about you. Everyone here has a desire to not feel alone so they will do just about anything to feel in the norm. It sounds super cliche but it's true.

I can't tell you how many sad people I see a day. I'm the ultimate people watcher so I have studied what unhappiness looks like. It's written all over their faces, even when they are fucked out of their minds on pills, I can see it. They are still saddest people I've ever seen in my whole life. 

Not even respect, how about common courtesy?