#germ vent

Being unable to eat without stress and guilt is so hard. Having no money for food makes it so hard for me to eat anything, I feel guilty for having something to eat every day because we have so little. I can't even go out to a food bank because they're all at churches (triggering) and I just can't go outside. I wish I could get my disability to go through already, or get an interview, or anything at this point. It's getting really hard to stay positive about all this...