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Can you guys please read this post:
http://sinineloodus.tumblr.com/post/125433206435/margarita-moet-in-nederland-blijven-petitiesnl
It’s so my friend can stay in the Netherlands and it takes a minute or less and if you did it and reblogged it and send me a * you get a full blograte! It runs untill the 27th of October, so don’t worry if you read this later, your sign still counts! Please, I really need her to stay, she might get killed! :’(
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Hey Katie, sorry for kind of ignoring all of you! I just feel tired all the time again and it sucks, I think it is just because I have vacation and I am doing NOTHING! It is so bad, but okay.. Anyway, Katie.. I feel you! I am taking care of my neighbores hamster and now I have to wake up in the morning to feed him, I am not getting the excersie though hahaah! I wish I could take care of someones dog.. Anyway, also, going to the grocery store may really help! I did it too, but my dad always made me buy the food I wanted.. so that made it kind of crappy. Now where doing this Sonja Bakker thing, it’s a diet and quite famous in the Netherlands [but this book is from like.. 5 years ago or something] but I did lose 1 kilo in 1 week.. so that’s okay I guess.. And Lia, I think you should just go and talk to a psychologist or something, because if there is a problem it probably is so deep that you might need help by a professional someone to get it out of there. I have no idea about eating disorders or something, but I know that what you say is not really good.. you shouldn’t weigh yourself thát much and you could also try and eat light food.. like crackers or something and yoghurt and some berries. So you do get all the important stuff in you, but it isn’t so much to eat.. But you should really go to a professional to help you and I think it’s important to do it before you go and travel and all, because that will probably mess up your ‘diet’ even more.. Good luck all! <3
Sorry for all the quiteness and all hahaah! I am fine, I started some kind of diet with my dad and it is going well.. I didn’t eat anything I wasn’t supposed to. But my dad doesn’t do it in the weekend, so I didn’t do it either and I feel pretty bad about that.. but next weekend I will try and do it as it is supposed to be! And Tuesday I am off my period, so I can excersise! :D
Ooh Lia, the Facebookchat sounds okay too.. Never thought of that.. And I am alone with my dad and he knows but he is just so stubborn and it is really hard and he doesn't really believe in me. About the gym though, my dad pays my sports.. So the money is no problem and I think it is best for me since I do not feel like joining a groupsport or work-out outside because of my hayfever, so a gym sounds the best for me.. Also, they have like these trainers who also make a plan for everything and all, and I could never do that on my own. Oh and I have vacation 'till the 7th of September.. I have all the time in the world hahahah! I also think that if I get through with this and really do this, this would change so much for me.. Since I am quite a sporty person, but I just got so lazy and I just need to get into that rythm again and also.. When my dad sees I go through with this, he might change his minde about the food and all! I don't mind you saying what you think, don't worry hahaah! It is good to make people think about what they are doing! I'm off to bed now, goodnight and I love you! 😘😘😘
Lol I failed too, posted it on my blog first hahahaa!
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Yeay, I love it that you guys help eachother hahaah! And yeah, I also think you shouldn’t be hard on yourself.. you’re only just human and food is always everywhere! I don’t eat much these days since it is hot and I just don’t feel like eating when it is hot, but when I eat it is unhealthy food like chips and cookies.. I just feel more and more like I can not do the healthy lifestyle while living at home.. because, you know.. my dad is the cook and he provides the money for the food and all, so if he doesn’t want something.. he just won’t buy it. Also, we allways have cookies in the house and other unhealthy stuff for him and when I want food I always go for the unhealthy stuff we have here, eventhough I do not really like them [like cookies] I will still choose them over let’s say.. watermelon. We also always have leftover food thingies and it just looks like we have a lot of food in our house, but we actually don’t, we just have like.. 1/10 of a tomato and a quarter of a paprika or something.. And I feel like, if I live on my own, I can just.. not buy the stuff and not be tempted.. Another problem I have is I am a really picky eater.. so my dad won’t eat new stuff, because he know I won’t like it and just won’t eat it.. which would’nt be such a problem if I live on my own, because I wouldn’t have any other foods to eat then the nasty dinner, but here I do have other stuff to eat and it is just making it sooooo hard! I do notice though, I eat a lot less. Like, when I had school I sometimes would buy a bag of like.. Lays chips and eat the whole bag within like 5 hours. And now it takes me about 2-3 days to eat one bag of chips. So, that is one step forward. It also is the same for bday parties.. I just don’t really have an appetite anymore or something hahaah! I still have not been working out though, but I do feel stronger like.. just being alone and I want to change and do stuff, so I am thinking about going to a gym here in my village. I feel like I am finally ready to take this step, I was always so scared to do something like that.. or do anything alone.. but I just feel like it would be so good for me! So I am gonna look at that gym asap hahaah! Also, I like it to reblog stuff on here that are like.. healthy food ideas [if you come across them] or work-outs or something.. if you follow healthy blogs or something, they sometimes blog those things and if we reblog it on here we all get to see it and try it out and all! And how would you guys feel if we made a Kik groupchat or something? That way it would be easier to get in contact with eachother.. I don’t have kik yet, but I wouldn’t mind getting one..?
Andddd, it’s not that I don’t feel like opening up to you guys with my personal problems.. it’s just that they are so deep and complicated and it is hard to explain that kind of stuff in English and all.. I mean, I could write a book about 1 weekend with my family.. that’s how much I would have to write hahaah! But I have some friends I talk to and I also just.. work it out on my own, by thinking about it and making a plan and all.. But for a small summary: I love my family, but I just always get in fights with them.. not punching or something, but word fights..? And we had a big argument and it all came down on me not being able to have a normal conversation and I need to go to a psychologist and it is all my problem.. basically :’) But it is okay now, I’ve made up my mind about it and it’s all okay! :D So yeah.. But yeah.. okay! Lol, sorry for this massive update hahaah! I love you all! <3
Yeah, cool! But I don’t think I can make one or something.. so if someone could do that, that would be amazing! Oh, and what is the name of that one app which allows you to chat or text or something with people all over the world?
I have been very bad the past week.. seriously.. but I just don’t feel good mentally and it is soooo hot here now and I can not handle it and it all sucks.. but with this hot weather I do eat less.. so that is kind of good.. since I do not do my work-outs now.. But yeah.. as soon as it gets a little bit more normal.. the weather.. I will get back on track hahaah! :D
I mean Kik.. Would that be better to talk with eachother?
Yeah, it kind of is.. I didn’t live really healthy though this weekend. I had a lot of unhealthy snacks, so today I am gonna eat less and more watermelonnnnn! I haven’t had any fruit Saturday or Sunday hahaah! And I didn’t do my work-outs this weekend.. eugh! But allright, I forget about this crappy weekend and try again this week! :D
