#georginabarks

You are the girl with the tongue as sharp as a knife

They call you crazy in a good way You turn everything into an adventure. You are so much fun to be around.

But after a few weeks no later than a few months your free spirit seems reckless and people get scared when you have one of your crazy phase and you cannot sit still for long but everyone else is tired.

They say your tongue is as sharp as a knife ‘cause you tell everyone who crosses you to go and fuck themselves

They call you brave but you are not brave you are just too drunk and that too often

Every time I look into the eyes of a guy I see the one guy that was lying on top of me when I didn't want him to

Every time the sun disappears and it gets dark I remember the darkness he left me in.

This thing I still can't really talk about but writing is easier When I write about the thing I don't write about him kissing me I write about him pressing his lips hard on me even when I tried to escape. I write about him being to close when all I want was space

It happened years ago but some nights it feels like it happened just hours ago And in my dreams it is on replay

There is nothing I can do about it because I didn't get raped but like always I didn't know when to say no.