#gender fluidity

Imagine the country you live in is slowly criminalizing your existence and letting that stop you from being yourself…. Oh wait. lol

I can’t and I will not ever be anything except who I am nor express myself otherwise. :)

Because I simply can’t be anything but me. Sure I can blend. These photos are proof that I can express myself however the heck I want to. I’ll bend the expression of my gender with a shower and some clothes now days, it doesn’t take much.

This southern non-binary spiritual trans gender bending queer will not pretend. Ever.

I will try to flee. To spend another day being me, and one day I’ll return to my southern home when the time is right.

Please don’t give up the good fight my fellow transgender and nonbinary humans. Don’t be afraid of change. Don’t let it keep you in harms way if you can do something about it. Fight when you must but remember to save a little energy for yourself to keep fighting the good fight another day.

There is no shame in hiding if you can. There is no shame in running if you can. There is no shame in finding a way out and protecting yourself. There is no shame in surviving BUT DONT YOU DARE LEAVE ME! Don’t leave this world. Keep surviving my transgender nonbinary queer others! Make your moves and lean on the few people you can truly trust.

If you feel like no one cares and no one loves you, I do. I can’t change anything for you, right here and now, but you can know right now reading this that you are so loved and if you can keep living, one day who knows how life will bring us together and I can tell you I love you, in person holding your hand with tears streaming down my face. You are loved.

because goddamnit even if the show might’ve done an awful job representing his gender/form fluidity— it doesn’t mean the comics OR the original source material, norse mythology, dating back more than centuries ago, don’t exist.

Don’t get me wrong, the Lokius fanart I’ve seen is stunning. but I have barely seen any depicting Loki as a woman or even feminine, and it’s a itch I must scratch.

(Me when Marvel takes a character who is both fluid in original source material and specifically genderfluid in some of their comics and then just don’t do anything with that in the show dedicated around that character: 🧍)

Me in my head when I interact with a cis woman: Don't spread your legs, don't sit too closely, but not too far, be approachable, look her in the eyes but not for too long, don't be a creep, fuck, pitch your voice higher, watch your tone, think about how you say shit, FUCK, no stop looking at her, don't stare at your feet, smile, smile more, don't speak too much with your hands, what if I scare her away ? What if she thinks I'm a creep ?