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Thank you so much to everyone who left me birthday well-wishes. I had a nice day, received some presents, and went out for supper. All in all, a good birthday. :) Some replies below the cut...Â
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Happy Birthday!
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@hexagonal-bipyramid replied to your photo:
Happy birthday!! ⪠Please have a good day! âĽ
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Happy birthday! ��â¨
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Happy Birthday ����
@geezsims replied to your photo:
happy birthday!!! hope it's a great one :3
@nixedsims replied to your photo:
Happy birthday! The cake looks delicious but I think I'll pass. ;)
@mdpthatsme replied to your photo:
Happy Birthday!
@dramallamadingdang replied to your photo:
Happy, happy birthday! :D
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Happy bday!!
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Wishing you a birthday as wonderful as you are! : )
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Happy birthday!
@annaled replied to your photo:
Happy birthday! <3
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Happy Birthday <3
katrisims replied to your photo:
Happy Birthday! :)
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Happy birthday!
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happy birthday!
mikexx2Â replied to your photo:
Happy birthday! ��
glabeglarn replied to your photo:
Happy Birthday!⨠the cake looks delicious but something tells me I shouldnât eat it...
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Happy birthday! Hope you have a brilliant day. â¤ď¸
meetmetotheriver replied to your photo:
Happy happy birthday to you, my awesome friend! I hope your day is great. <3
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Happy Birthday!!
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Happy birthday!!!
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Happy birthday ST!
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BIRTH TO YOU!!!
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Happy birthday!
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Happy birthday!
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Happy Birthday!!!! <3 I hope you have an excellent one!
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Happy birthday to youuu! :) Hope you have a great one!
Thank you, everyone! I hope you have a great day, too.
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I donât think Iâm gonna be getting any more replies on the intermission, and thereâs only so long i can leave this until i do, so hereâs the reply-to-existing-replies batch now. but first:
@bountifulberries replied to your photoset âSo because I have no restraint, I made a very smol tiny Sim called...â
I think a paid surrogate mother would be a very interesting contestant / sim in general!
Itâd certainly put a new stamp on the 100bc, thatâs for sure
@sevenleafsimblr replied to your photo
âFORMER BC ORGANISER FOUND DEAD IN HOME A once-prominent figure in the...â
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he died before his prime
sevenleafsimblr replied to your photo âA sweet or agreeable succession or arrangement of sounds.â
it completely flew over my head during the Melody Reveal that "melody" is also a music term and im mad @ myself
Un Der Standable
@jackssims replied to your photoset âDeacon: ââŚspinning?â â
It looks like sheâs t-posing to asset her dominance
Lissa said by PM:
This is a little silly to mention but -- I think it's kind of cool how you're incorporating old stuff again? Like, between the Wilkersons and a tie to Charlie and stuff. I know that old stuff can be hard for you sometimes, so I Just Think It's Neat ^^
i said at the time that itâs more out of necessity some of it than anything else to flesh out the neighbourhood, but you know what? i change my answer. itâs not that the old stuff isnât hard for me, itâs that the new stuff is just as hard. i want my being good back
@tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âBut back then, when I didnât have to hide⌠the Wilkersons and I - we...â
I am terrified of what comes next but I am actually so happy that she has a good support network
without that system in place who knows where she would be. somewhere you wouldnât wanna read, iâll bet
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âAt first I liked Jase best, just because he was so quiet and strange...â
They must be very good friends. They survived using the blue shell on one another
Cid is a good dad and wonât ground Lauro for that. Now if heâd used that lightning on him, he mightâve thought about it - that fucking lightning boltâs the fucking worst
jackssims replied to your photoset âÂŚit wasnââŹâ˘t always good. Not those times. But that wasnââŹâ˘t because of...â
Those blondes... �� (unless of course Iâm reading too much into this, then I redact my eyes emoji, but Iâll wait and see)
Thatâs true; we never did get a real answer for that, did we?
tosimornottosim replied to the same:
B I t c h e s
Well, yes, that applies regardless
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âLynn: âYouâve got it riiiight here! BLEH!!â Melody: âU-under my eyes?...â
Lynn is such a good person..............................;;;;;;
Lynn makes you cry from all six of your eyes. strexgnome
jackssims replied to your photoset âAnd t- then there was the one that worried everyone⌠the - I got a,...â
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tosimornottosim replied to the same:
:eyes:
sevenleafsimblr replied to the same:
uh oh.....
I will only say this: itâs fortunate that the girlfriend didnât make everything totally and utterly worse for her
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âLavandar: *wide-eyed* âY-you - you dated your own bully?!â...â
I don't trust you Blonde Scarlet and Viola
O KA y whether theyâre who you think they are or not that description is fucking hilarious
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âEstelle: ââŚOh god, Melody. Are you okay?â  Melody: *shaking* âPleaseâŚâ...â
Donât touch her you fucker. Donât touch her
âLimpâ is very specific and deliberate consistently-abused-child language, at least to me. If you donât put up a fight, it doesnât hurt as much.
jackssims replied to your photoset âEstelle: ââŚMelody? Melody, can you look at Mommy please?â Melody: ââŚâ...â
Fuck Estelle
tosimornottosim replied to the same:
I want her to die
sevenleafsimblr replied to the same:
estelle can you be a good girl and get some sleep and not wake up
It isnât wrong, but it is interesting that âcan you be a good girlâ is what a lot of you replied to throughout this. is it because itâs the most convenient place, being at the end; because it feels weird commenting on the actual violence; or because the emotional manipulation is the straw that breaks the camelâs back?
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âLavandar: âNoooope! No no no no, no. It doesnât work that way,...â
PREACH IT LAV
IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF YOU LAV
As you well know, this is something I have to work hard to convince myself, hence the soapbox. (Can it be a soapbox if you have trouble holding the soapboxâs beliefs?) It doesnât help that I do charity work at a bookstore, and Torey Hayden / Cathy Glass / other trauma-porn books come in on the regular - itâs hard to be confident in the legitimacy of how Mumâs affected me when stories that feature kids whoâve been utterly decimated and forgotten over the years are in my line of sight that often.
Incidentally, I hope I havenât crossed the line to trauma-porn here. This is intended to be an explanation for part of Loreleiâs backstory and why she has a lot of the mannerisms she does (plus a few hints for down the road, but that first thing first and foremost) - obviously making you sad is a goal too, but not to an exploitative extent, you know?Â
@cafesimming replied to your photoset âLorelei: âI⌠Iâm sorry. I wonât say it again, Iâm sorââ...â
i havent been replying but i just got s chance to read sll this and i love lorelei and i love lavandar and i love this story and im quite literally on the verge of tears reading all this rn and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa love
bountifulberries replied to your photoset âLavandar: *shrinks back, curling up onto herself, breathing shakily* ...â
All of this is making me so sad but itâs so well done!! I literally didnât wanna go to bed last night bc I wanted to keep waiting for updates to post
get some sleep Kasey. if youâre going back to school you need all the sleep you can get. i can be awake for you and get in trouble for it
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âI really am sorry, you know. Lavandar. That Iâm p- that Iâm putting...â
It wasnât a lack of bravery. You were so brave
thereâs two kinds of bravery: to confront, and to endure. Lyra has the confrontational bravery covered. Lorelei is the endurance.Â
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âHe looked at my arm. He looked at me. H-he⌠looked at me, like Lyra...â
Zeus bless Jase. In all truthfulness
give him the happiest of marriages and the least of links to that box with the finger in it...
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âÂŚHe didnââŹâ˘t say a wordââŹÂŚ to me.ââŹÂ Jase:à ââŹĹââŹÂŚĂ˘âŹÂ Pal:à ââŹĹPoor fucking Melody....â
is. is he gonna make himself talk to help her. is. is he gonna do that.
because if he does i'm fucking gonna cry
He!! Did that!!
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âBut Iâll⌠even with everything⌠Iâll forever be grateful that he...â
god what a hero
the hero we need but we donât deserve
jackssims replied to the same:Â
Good. This is good (I hope)
It was a mixed blessing
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âI didnât put two and two together until Jase told me later⌠but Mom...â
You weren't bad. You weren't bad
Lorelei knows that. Melody does not.
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âÂŚwhat happened after that, Lorelei? Did sheââŹâ?ââŹÂ ââŹĹShe was held for a...â
oh colby...
Iâm not sure where else to put this yet, but designing Estelle was almost as much - not necessarily fun, but it took about as much thought as designing Amelia did back in the day. I think sheâs quite handsome, but itâs ruined by her looking almost perpetually sour/disgruntled. I even employed another Enid Blyton trick: her eyes are closer together compared to my other Sims, and a pale blue, much like Prudence from another St Clareâs book. Until they (Prudenceâs) turned brown in a later scene in one of the few legitimate continuity errors Iâve seen from Enid but thatâs neither here nor thereÂ
Iâd also like to emphasise an actually salient point: if it wasnât clear, Estelle isnât mentally ill in any way that I know of. There may be neuroses there that never got diagnosed, but they're not the root of her behaviour even if there are. Sheâs reprehensible enough without chemical imbalances there to influence it.Â
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âWe tried to be safe. She tried to⌠let us be a normal family. A happy...â
I understand rationally that Colby is a victim of abuse but /damn/ does he make my blood boil rn
I in turn understand why youâd be angry at him - he allowed a very volatile influence back into Loreleiâs life - but honestly I mostly feel pity for him. Heâs a bit like, um... whatâs a good comparison...? Charlie Swan feels like the closest analogue, though the circumstances are different there. He can try to lay down some rules and speak the truth of it, but when the largest female influence in the house is this dominant, this domineering, and cares more about what he can do for her than what he chooses to do for himself, what chance does he have?Â
It doesnât help that being willing to please and put his own neck on the line to keep other people happy is kind of a core part of his personality - heâs the person from whom Lorelei inherited the Good trait (much like Amelia got Perfectionist from Maus), but his manifestation of Good leans more towards Doormat than Empathetic, if you see what I mean. It becomes especially clear if I reveal and then you consider he dropped out of college at twenty halfway through a tech degree specifically to marry Estelle so that she could have someone to keep her company at medical school. Self sabotage for the boosting of others.
(Estelleâs two years and a few months Colbyâs senior, by the way)
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âI was a wreck at home, and a - even worse, at school. I kept my mouth...â
I wish there was a word for like, SHSL Mom. Because that's what Lynn is. She's like a Double Mom
maxi extreme ultra Mom
Vid incidentally got very upset at around the Jase Pal break-up post, for good reason: these people are just kids. this stuff is much too big for them, they didnât deserve this.
@geezsims liked your photoset âÂŚto Bridgeport.ââŹÂ ââŹĹGod. All by yourself? No one-?ââŹÂà  ââŹĹThe journey, y-...â
Han. Han. I admire the like, Han, but I feel like youâve missed, like, nine tenths of the story here
tosimornottosim replied to the same:
See Colby /this/ is how you Dad
by dying your hair, or sending your kid to a safe place? iâm not sure the intended message here
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âÂŚLorelei Kessler.â
My hero
I need a Lorelei; Iâm holding out for a Lorelei til the end of the etc
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âLorelei: âI trust you, Lavandar. I trust you. I trust you. N- no...â
Lavender: *a gentleman's guide to love and murder playing* I've decided to marry you! I've decided to marry you!
Blessed Image
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âLorelei: âLyra?! Uh- um -â *clambers up* âYouâre - youâre back?â ...â
Man Iâm happy youâre going to be here, Ly, but what a buzzkill
We almost had a confession!
Like I said in the end credits, we almost had a lot of things ;)
tosimornottosim replied to your photoset âÂŚ *crunch* *click* *crunch*à  ââŹÂŚ Lyra:à ââŹĹââŹÂŚokay, and - open.ââŹÂ ââŹâ End of...â
Now youâre the cockblock, Dub
bountifulberries replied to the same:
RUDE
jackssims replied to your photoset âÂŚ *crunch* *click* *crunch*à  ââŹÂŚ Lyra:à ââŹĹââŹÂŚokay, and - open.ââŹÂ ââŹâ End of...â
Ending it with a tease, eh?
Okay yâall I understand but like yâall, yâall. yâall. this part of SoS is ultimately Loreleiâs story. If Iâd ended it with the full Lyra reveal, it would become Lyraâs story again too much, and a lot of the impact of what Lorâs been talking about wouldâve been lost. I felt like I was pushing it as it is
jackssims replied to your post âIntermission 2: Melody End Creditsâ
This interlude-update was amazing. It made me feel stuff like never before, and I was always refreshing my dash for it. Great job!
holy hell thank!!!! Iâll try to maintain that quality, or at least a small fraction of it, into the rest of the project going forward!Â