#gaymanproblems

Think it’s time to get my nails redid! #gaymanproblems #vegas

Ugh....so true! Need to lose 12lbs, and gain 5lbs muscle before going shirtless at the beach/pool this year! #getittogether #gaymanproblems #needtolookgoodformyman #getbacktowork (at Thousand Oaks, California)

When your schedule is so mad you have to book in a shag! 😩😂🙊 #GayManProblems #FirstWorldProblems #NotASlag #Gay #DryJanuary (and for the wrong reasons 😱)

I’ve been single for four years and because of how I ended things with my last boyfriend I have been wanting to much these last four years to be in another relationship. I can’t enjoy being single right now because it is all that I can focus on, being in a relationship that is. So I have a grindr, scruff, okcupid, and adam4adam account that I frequent many times a day looking to hopefully meet my next boyfriend. I have been on these app/ sites for many years actually and it got to the point where I realized that I had given up a good portion of myself development to those sites where I realized that I didn’t know who I was. I have come a long was since this realization but the desire, this insatiable desire, leaves me feeling as if there is a part of me missing because I am not in a relationship. I also believe that I am cosmically paying for my wrong doings by being single, as in I am single because of the all of the “wrong doings” I have done and I won’t be able to be in a relationship until I rectify myself. It’s also tough seeing how happy people are in relationships on facebook and such because I am very happy that they have someone but it also kind of hurts because I haven’t experienced that myself. Yes I know that this is coveting but it is where I am at right now. I also hate that I think that being in a relationship will “fix” me, that my problems will magically get better. But I can’t even make myself just jump into a relationship (as if it were that easy) because my conscience says that I need to wait for someone who deserves it and is right for the both of us. I feel that, also, I am ready to explode with love that I could only give to another man and that right now friends and family aren’t always enough. So I am stuck between wanting a relationship to be in one and wanting to share love with someone. Sorry, rant over. 

When bae is chillin’ but you want to fuck